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Friday, June 29, 2012

nothing profound

unless you think so... and it's not all about a cry for attention, but there is no denying that is part of what this blog, this list of links to almost everything i write online anywhere, is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me and everything i put online is a start... there are other blogs specifically geared to introducing me in other ways, but this one specifically provides a table of contents to every thing i can link (some private writings too, and some facebook posts and tweets and comments, even, when i feel like they should be remembered for humor or added value or somehow share something about me)... and then there is the actual table of contents of blogs and sites now called opinions and complaints (a name that better reflects the phase of like i am passing through) which takes you to the sites as opposed to the individual pages this blog records... and nthen, when i were a ltter or comment or something outside of my sites that i feel adds to knowing me (so all about me, isn't it?... well, you want to add your two sense, there are comment boxes everywhere and that is why i post out here, to hear from you) i excerpt or expand on it (which brings us to the impetus for this entry) cuz that is what it's about...

Friday, April 6, 2012

random pauses (from RealTime)

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

March 2012

still breathing
home is good
for why we blog
(private)
too early, too late
profund
this week i was
saturday night unsatisfied
home alonish
almost to the minute
could be waiting
work work work play
january 2012
february 2012
(private)

(private)
cuz it's here

younger years (the secret to charm)
if we must

afternoon naps
(private)
fun is so often over too soon

someone to love me
pushing buttons
buttons
what is a button for?
button
(private)
long day, very

(private)
suddenly, saturday

random pauses II

evolution, revisited
just like old times
christian bands

(private)
what's up in your world?

(private)
every day is a new day
i know you are out there
(private)
(private)
i think i nodded off
another day happened

(private)

(private)
rolling with the coaster
saturday happened too
friday i think
(private)
couda been you

(private)
life, words, and kit
(private)
technology sucks tonight
(private)
ridiculousness, the good kind

(private)
the happiness habit
habits
happiness is a habit
new blog begins - people who inspire
dia frampton

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)

Monday, December 26, 2011

the long and broken road

lots of breaks and disconnects in october and november and december
and it may be time to reconcile this once again...
i never was much good at wanting to keep track of time...

the long and broken road that leads me back to your door
is a bit of begged borrowed and stolen words that rhyme...

it's an old song you must recognize
and remember
to understand
(icywtk)

Saturday, August 6, 2011

in case you want to know (icywtk)

feeling alone* (who remembers?)

(PS... if you came for the Meg and Dia mix, scroll down to the bottom of this entry...)

at this moment a poignant life change (upheaval level) is being processed and this is the public presentation of recorded moments and creative inspirations that are flowing as of this moment and the past week or so... i mean, of course there is (e)thereal, but thank goodness, there is still more...

awakish
almost home
singing songs
caught up, sorta
camping (alive in the moment)
sites i saw 198
sites i saw 199
sites i saw 200
sites i saw 201
and returning to a song of hope written when i was in the womb...

*alone

here i sit
so all alone
no one to talk to
no one to phone
i'll search to find
for there must be
a soul as lonely
looking for me

sad is heavy
vulnerability
want to be in love
looking for love
July 2011
sites i saw 197
sigh
fairy tale
wonder
blogs and other strangers
would you laugh?
the phone
stumblr at tumblr
days may blur for a while
remembering a bit

don't want to miss a thing
someday
why
love
lol lam laa

and in the end... thank goodness for the creativity (and the words and music and dreams and memories) that releases the emotions and with a little (or even lots of) creative license and imagination, turns the feelings into songs... and after years, it takes me back to the land of the mostly dead (though at least for the moment, not quite inspired to write there... perhaps later... or before, even... vulnerability is a delicate precarious balance, after all)...

but i love the creativity imagination can find in the emo :)

and finally for the moment, as i put this entry together, look what pops up on my phone... not just a person, but a place so well timed as to blow me away if i wanted it to... thank you universe (and dia)

... icywtk... sneeze... (seriously? yeah... just listen and feel :)

yeah, in case you wanted to know...

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

once

once there was a way...

to get back home... word.

once upon a time
i made a promise to myself
i gave a promise to myself
i said that love will never end
and i will always be a friend
and i will always stay in touch
and i still want to this much

beyond a dream
and just once
to share the understanding
to share everything

once

so i continue writing every day
no matter what the world may say
no matter how or why you're here
or even if no one is there
the words will be
the thoughts will be
eternally

beyond the printed page

here, here, and here...

here, there, and everywhere... word.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

mostly toc

yes, this is mostly a table of contents, lists of the titles of the pages i put on the internet... blogs, rhymes, hopes, dreams, light, dark, real, fantasy... you want to know me, it's in there... you want to know more, just ask, but mean it, really, mean it...

you read and enjoy?... you are my precious :)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

May 2011

four stars?
work and tennis
april 2011
sleep
sometimes i feel so lonely
wasn't here, was i?
not noticed
sleeped
so little time again and yeah, again
some people work for money
sleep soon, wisdom says
sites i saw 139
sites i saw 140
sites i saw 141
sites i saw 142
sites i saw 143
overbusy
i really should have slept
listening
well ok, there is the rub
back-up
at your mercy
home late
home late again
(private)
long time
dis-connections
the irony of words
sort of catching up
sites i saw 144
kinda bummed
slow browsing
sites i saw 145
botts
serious sun, softball, and fun
every rug i've known
every rug i've known
quick shot from wherever
should have slept again
you missed it again
whatdisay
nowhere
nothing
circimcision, anyone?
freethinkers
love spades
before i go anywhere else
true american way
2012 report and then some
challenges and loneliness
not my day
alright then, again
sites i saw 146
sites i saw 147
aloneness feeling stronger
relaqtive ends
relative ends (who will pay the rent?)
and in the end
commercial destruction
lonely, but (to be with me)
always hope
pathos, anyone?
beauty
another weekend gone
another week begins again
happiness is a gas gas gas
major pigging out
worst best
indispensible me
watching the bulls
da bulls and dia
should be sleeping, right
just cuz i like her
later
i wasn't feeling this way
not so much
car troubles
dream
facing choices
don't buy a car in orlando, fl
cars
(private)
wear sunscreen, and other advice
what was i thinking?
the motion picture
the 4am car alarm
car search
tennis and cleaning
softball and cooking
games and yummy
good morning sunshine :)
sites i saw 148
sites i saw 149
sites i saw 150
sites i saw 151
jefferson would have danced too
nothing night
technology sucks
sexology
once in love
playlist
gotta buy a printer
@twitter

no new car
more to life
not that bad
pasta for all
moods, dudes
it's all about the flippancy
surely, don't call me bullsugar
squeezing it out
praise the chips and pass the ketchup
it might have been grand
sites i saw 152
sites i saw 153

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

so much more than words

between the lines, beyond the titles, within the words, the dreams continue and the promise remains kept...

forget?... don't forget

Monday, April 4, 2011

March 2011

time to close
what happened to yesterday
sometimes you just jump and hope
catching down
idol season 10
sites i saw 114
worlds apart (private)
see?
daze gone by
so not enough time
yeah, another backtrack
best middle eastern gyro
the best middle eastern gyro
equity residential
sites i saw 115
even less time
idol 13?
soup to nuts
consumer communer
background tv
pastrami instead of softball
sites i saw 116
she br0ught me back
wtfun
shake a leg
choices are life
it's on a lot, actually
sites i saw 117
comment
useless warnings
sitting tough
long day fun
early games, less sleep
sites i saw 118
what when?
weirdness
waiting for food
fell asleep, woke up
the facts of death
sucks to know
sucks to know
right off
hope
perspective
laci girl
tears
empty boxes
some in-betweens
neck still again
so much better than tv
prone
what's this?
oh yeah
playing with my new toy
inspired
phone hiccups
they just had sex
he jizz
science saved his soul
sleepy sunny sunday
asking too much
what i keep to myself (private)
cuz blogger is so important
most important human interaction
i miss the night
point
nothingness
disappointments
self-mutilation
not enough already?
wish for it
this pitcher's mindset
maybe the busiest week yet
and surprising bit of fun
bullshit or memorex (private)
for the win
so much to do around here
nothing new, just kit
march madness
into the night again
sites i saw 119
sites i saw 120
sites i saw 121
122
aites i saw 123
did i pass out
dead navy guy
rinse again
sites i saw 124
day after day
the unexamined head
mixed slices
duh duh doh doh doh
home early

Monday, February 28, 2011

February 2011

little hands at work
bring your daughter to war day
the dirty fucking hippies were right
joeyess - sorry mr. lennon
joeyess - twisted sermons
sites i saw 103
am i missed?
time floats by
sites i saw 104
would very much like to sleep, actually
sarah and butterfly - angel
January 2011
old becomes new again
wonderiful
utilities sucks
alrighty then, or now, even
mold and cigarettes
good morning world
still loving lemonade
making ourselves at home
here, there, wherever
aches fading
let me sleep now
working late again
time to smile
the not sleep
poor billionaires
anti corp
kicking the bloat button hard
you could have had true love
911
blew a good one
crap you believe
true love is a dream
remembering unconditional love
there was a time
all i need to find
still dreaming
words and food (and work)
higher risks
little interest of late
life is full of it
sites i saw 105
guess we're staying
wonderful new musical toy
a break from the news
woah and a half
the whiners
kit™ are you in touch?
you can't always get what you want
four lack of more, this
should be sleeping
alone again
weirdness of the net
like magic
what?
fake lip
and i don't feel like sleeping what?
intelligent song
night
cave in
sites i saw 106
two hours sleep
wide awake at 4am again
wise would be rest
speed traps - big business vs safety
medical marijuana
sites i saw 107
afternoon naps
the reality of abortion
head code
facebook
body challenges
sites i saw 108
duh duh duh
taking care of home
happy birthday old friend
the love of your life
slept through this evening
survival
sites i saw 109
one reason
another reason
ultimately
sites i saw 110
stumblr
anifflopullous
tumblrbot asks "what is your earliest human memory?"
ah, now i'm bot bait
twitter #135
how what why
tweet
weekend is not weak at all
sites i saw 111
long fun day
puzzles
6
quick nap
sites i saw 112
calling sleep
sites i saw 113
prices coming down
being different

Monday, January 31, 2011

January 2011

sites i saw 82
naked yoga, atheists, and old memories
aging is a choice
sites i saw 83
didn't die
maybe returning
(private)
toshiba
and then i imagine
gym two
maybe again
(private)
wasting time?
mostly sports
sites i saw 84
corporate america
caring is a verb
nothing coy about it
on caring
sites i saw 85
continuance
three in a row
sites i saw 86
remembering snl
catching up again
sites i saw 87
sleeping even less
aites i saw 88
still at work
zombie laughs
pushing again
sites i saw 90
working in tallahassee
religious delusion or the hand of god?
sites i saw 89
sheesh, another whataweek
me according to plentyoffish
sudden introduction
plentyoffish profile
plentyoffish relationship assessment test
another open box
still yet another open box
and so it went
the waterboys - somebody might wave back
sites i saw 92
sites i saw 91
sites i saw 93
sites i saw 94
remember that 42 hour day?
some twenty five hours ago
strange browser stuff
sites i saw 95
anybody here?
later
bloaty belly
is?
freaking memory
always
forget
there was a time (private)
age (private)
short weekend
November, 2010
December, 2010
harry's law
what?
family guy
the usual madness?
livejournal mostlydead comment
running late
what was meant to be said
sites i saw 96
well lookie here
sites i saw 97
open box
belly bloat
sites i saw 98
and in the end...
and in the end...
ridiculous lack of time
after sad
what else could happen
moment to coninue
morning doesn't break much anymore
success
sites i saw 99
party on garth
sites i saw 100
time for the internet
tweet 148
if we were only honest with each other
the continuing saga
sites i saw 101
bring your momma
christianity 101
weekends fly by
sites i saw 102

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