Showing posts with label broken strings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label broken strings. Show all posts

Sunday, July 15, 2012

the spaces between

as we scroll down the screen there are spaces between the links that are there when i feel something is missing, when i feel i've done more writing outside of my blogs that is not copied and pasted in my blogs or recorded for posterity or memory anywhere... stuff i might write offline, on paper... or stuff i might write on websites as comments or articles that i simply do not copy for my files or blogs (usually because i am wandering and focused on the thoughts inspired wherever i am and sometimes copying and pasting interrupts those thought streams and so... some stuff is left out)... so when i feel stuff is left out of this record of writing, this table of contents, i skip a line and that blank line lets us know there was more than meets the eye here in this list of links to the writings i've left on the web... and i mention it not not only as an explanatory note, but also, for better or worse, because this reminds me of one of the deepest truths forming the core of my personal philosophy and perspective in this life...

if you do not understand my silence
you will not understand my words

Friday, April 6, 2012

random pauses (from RealTime)

while this blog is mostly a chronological record of most everything i upload to the web with links, this entry is not that... it seems that once a month or so i have something more to say (that doesn't particularly go in the other blog about this blogging life for one reason or another) and this entry is the record of an impromptu journey through the last daily babbling blog i was keeping (that has slowed to an occasional entry due to lack of babbling time) and there may be some profound meaning to the entries selected from that impromptu journey but until and unless i find time to figure that out it will be mostly a random impromptu journey through the last babbling blog which was called RealTime, hence the title, random pauses (from RealTime)... so now that you know whatever it is this may convey, enjoy :)

random pauses II

part two of something, i think - in RealTime - Yes
once again, amazed - in RealTime
so i look at the blogger dashboard that - in RealTime
the excitement of finding followers - in RealTime
this will be brief - in RealTime
what it is all about, at least mostly - in RealTime
random bits - in RealTime
you say it's my brithday? - in RealTime
you can't always get what you want - in RealTime
time passes - in RealTime
of brilliance or babble - in RealTime
dire apathy - in RealTime
through the nights... - we have only just begun... - Yes
skeleton of an entry - in RealTime
threads of emotion - in RealTime
you are such a cool one, you are… - in RealTime
repeat business - in RealTime
the later it gets - in RealTime
give me head - in RealTime
cuz i will not quit - in RealTime
the entry after this entry is the comment - in RealTime - blog*spot
impromptu ode to craig ferguson - in RealTime
commenting again - in RealTime
SISS - in RealTime
probably recycled babble - in RealTime
repeated? - in RealTime
speaking of sleep... - in RealTime - Yes
who's in charge, anyway? - in RealTime - Yes
br - in RealTime - Yes
political suicide - in RealTime - Yes
there are magic hours - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
another letter - in RealTime - Yes
in the future - in RealTime
calling all followers! - in RealTime
hey, i could have linked porn - in RealTime

oh, so here, this is what i think about that - in RealTime
remember candora? - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
cha cha cha - we have only just begun... - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what?

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: evolution

emo, or something like that - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: the second ten ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: since i've been gone

people of the world… i decided that there - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and what about you?

this wasn't today - in RealTime - Yes
forgotten again (titles) - in RealTime
just pay the damn rent already - we have only just begun... - Yes
artificial intelligence - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: 800

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: "a"(m)e=hhr(squared)

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: holiday message ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and later in the evening

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: hard core reality or ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: dang, forgot a title ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: napped and woke ...

continuing to continue - in RealTime - Yes
and the world still... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: keeping in touch in time

could it be? - in RealTime - Yes
don't feel left out - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: parallelauniverse

in no apparent order - we have only just begun... - Yes
freakin bloggin fool - in RealTime - Yes
thereal and so on... - we have only just begun... - Yes
first, the comments... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: softball report, part two

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: lips, hips, dips, and ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: wishes for pj

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: babble on, jim jones

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: so much tiredness ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what title?

it never fails - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
free pass - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: finding emo

the illusion of words - in RealTime - Yes
sleepiness abounds - in RealTime
and what is real? - in RealTime
with or without you - in RealTime
alas, alack, and giggles - in RealTime
once last time, we hope - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: service

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: into the new space ...

we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: but i didn't mean to ...

yeah, hundreds - in RealTime - Yes
skimming the surface - in RealTime - Yes
consistency - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: survival can be fun

heat exhaustion - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
sunny sunday at the parks - in RealTime - Yes
and the ch-ch-ch-changes - in RealTime - Yes
starting over (again) - in RealTime - Yes
in retrograd (1111.1) - in RealTime - Yes

Monday, December 26, 2011

the long and broken road

lots of breaks and disconnects in october and november and december
and it may be time to reconcile this once again...
i never was much good at wanting to keep track of time...

the long and broken road that leads me back to your door
is a bit of begged borrowed and stolen words that rhyme...

it's an old song you must recognize
and remember
to understand
(icywtk)

December 2011

(private)
doritos for dinner

morning catch up
never enough time
timing is a lot
so what's new?



(private)
still love you

today was tomorrow yesterday, ya know?

someday, no really, someday

just for the record
arriving home
primal daily philosophy lesson 1
fun
(private)
lols and alases
sense
everdream
i coulda sworn i had a blog for bowling
reports of constipation have been
(private)
time running out on the weekend

(private)
alases and laughter
botts theory
(private)
blessed are the onces who remember to feel
give and give some more

too much fun, not enough time
enjoying myself















huh?




sleep must

number eleven number eleven number eleven

sites i saw #261

blessed are the ones who remember to feel

archives?

for no apparent reason

lols and alases


for no apparent reason

(private)
(private)
noticing
wow, really?
just in case
no really, what?
magic moments
getting stuff done
(private)
wonky ouchy
ouchy day

headache lingers
poor baby
(private)
lost along the way
cellophane
techincality
long and broken road
october 2011
november 2011
december 2011
the writer says: be
blessed
writing the record
once again, amazed



message from the future past:
cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)

November 2011






kinda amazing
besides music
sleep dangit





wow, away






(private)






neglectful i have been
(private)
obviously, blah blah blah
(private)

(private)

yes, i know (with or without emphasis)


words written
linkages


(private)

softball weekend
gmorning
resting between games
more please
(private)
loving the fun
the morning after

(private)
fb comment
(private)
home again, no ring
fb comment
(private)
(private)
not enough time
sleep must
what happened





message from the future:
cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)

October 2011

(private)
(private)
mostly newish
long fun weekend
sept 2011
poser
these blogging lives
where to put what
fact or fiction is relative to choice (private)
does it matter
body blows
vaguely remember
home a bit
flip a card, any card
blogpaths
red canyon
day off
commentarium
gotta sleep
beautiful morning
sites i saw 250
private blogging
tweet 289
tweet 290
tweet 291
catching up with myself
catching up with myself
sites i saw 251
and the changes
comments elsewhere
cleaning, laundry, facebook
back to the same
how to not sleep all night
tweet 295
how to not sleep
someone to love
tweet 297
(private)
comments elsewhere
(private)
comments elsewhere
the cat and the canary
alrighty then, sorta
cats
heading into a softball weekend
tweet 300
sometimes i wonder (softball)
home from work, off to play
fumbly bumbly win
silly, sleep already
to make it better
house call
let's get physical
sleep is good
pickles
ted turner broadcasting
home late, wake early
comments elsewhere
private blogs
sweet exhaustion
(private)
fatigue
sites is saw 252
sites i saw 253
sites i saw 254
comments elsewhere
workaholic
feeling alone
sites i saw 255
just the way it is
hydration
for no apparent reason (b sides) (new blog)
the ssaddest song you'll ever hear
this strange affair of life
sites i saw 256
strange threads
relaxing afternoon
good softball loss
sites i saw 257
comments lost and fb threads
sites i saw 258
sites i saw 259
sites i saw 260
just keep writing
comments elsewhere
oh come on now
skidaddling
home again (rinse, lather, rinse, and repeat)
softball on my mind
find myself awake
compartmentalizing
instance eh
work wakes me
not enough, but better than nothing
just relaxing

i will be back to update someday

(private)
(private)
wow, again
pauses
not just tv anymore
so i look at the blogger dashboard

message from the future:

cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)