Saturday, August 6, 2011

in case you want to know (icywtk)

feeling alone* (who remembers?)


(PS... if you came for the Meg and Dia mix, scroll down to the bottom of this entry...)

at this moment a poignant life change (upheaval level) is being processed and this is the public presentation of recorded moments and creative inspirations that are flowing as of this moment and the past week or so... i mean, of course there is (e)thereal, but thank goodness, there is still more...

awakish
almost home
singing songs
caught up, sorta
camping (alive in the moment)
sites i saw 198
sites i saw 199
sites i saw 200
sites i saw 201

and returning to a song of hope written when i was in the womb...

*alone

here i sit
so all alone
no one to talk to
no one to phone
i'll search to find
for there must be
a soul as lonely
looking for me


sad is heavy
vulnerability
want to be in love
looking for love
July 2011
sites i saw 197
sigh
fairy tale
wonder
blogs and other strangers
would you laugh?
the phone
stumblr at tumblr
days may blur for a while
remembering a bit

don't want to miss a thing
someday
why
love
lol lam laa

and in the end... thank goodness for the creativity (and the words and music and dreams and memories) that releases the emotions and with a little (or even lots of) creative license and imagination, turns the feelings into songs... and after years, it takes me back to the land of the mostly dead (though at least for the moment, not quite inspired to write there... perhaps later... or before, even... vulnerability is a delicate precarious balance, after all)...

but i love the creativity imagination can find in the emo :)

and finally for the moment, as i put this entry together, look what pops up on my phone... not just a person, but a place so well timed as to blow me away if i wanted it to... thank you universe (and dia)

... icywtk... sneeze... (seriously? yeah... just listen and feel :)

yeah, in case you wanted to know...

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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

July 2011

June 2011
sleep wake what?
tweet 197
tweet 198
tweet 199
tweet 200
tweet 201
tweet 202
tweet 203
tweet 204
tweet 205
tweet 207
lost entries
mostly clueless
strange tumbl
blogger?
so along about yesterday
luxury apartments
sure enough
blogger?
sites i saw 177
sites i saw 178
sites i saw 179
blogger?
poverty is rich
blogger?
classless whores
media whores
nearing the end?
sites i saw 180
and then, c, is
pardon the pathos
sites i saw 183
need more than one night
twitter politics
pain in the neck
what the heck, neck?
easy to be smile
who is that chameleon in the mirror?
rediscovering myspace
dia interview
service unavailable
sites i saw 184
is this a love song?
all or nothing
fears
maybe better
sites i saw 181
sites i saw 182
past fatigue
something sick like work
just getting home
pulchritude
almost twice
once
breadcrumbs
sites i saw 187
sites i saw 186
sites i saw 185
you know the sound
cuz we are gedding dare
as if i had the time
sites i saw 188
weirdly awake
sites i saw 189
suicidal patterns
dia and harry
yummy tired
sites i saw 190
facebook liking
too tired to pay attention
close to wasted
rather crappy, actually
thanks, universe
you know how i roll
push
sites i saw 191
sites i saw 192
sites i saw 193
busy head
don't you be fooled
what was, what wasn't, what?
what was this again?
beyond ozone
closer to bliss
when will they ever learn
seriously, mr franken, thank you
blogger?
sites i saw 196
sites i saw 194
sites i saw 195
almost home
singing songs
blitz sleep
and then, now
almost missed it
most ethereal
daze of music
road trip
morning again