June 2012

missed again
what do i know
oh, yum
dollars make little sense
can i scream now?
(private)
(private)
ok, so you missed it
sites i saw #357
sites i saw #358
sites i saw #359
may 2012
still, the foot
and then the night comes
so not a morning person
fuck a duck
canadian dents
overtime again
another lazy daze
burn out day
so tired again
what's today?
long days journey for the foot
(private)
of course, wired
pushing the week
getting better
seriously now
shit yeah
just me
sites i saw #360
sites i saw #361
sites i saw #362
theatre and the mind
ok, wonderful
sleep is sweet
sites i saw #363
sites i saw #364
sites i saw #365
(private)
(private)
sports galore
what was that about softball?
perhaps we should consider prisons
kinda like good timing, aye?
what's on broadway?
who are you?
exposure
sites i saw #366
meaning is overrated
breakfast ponders
she was a dream
philosophy is just what you make of it
too much to ask
how do you deal with honesty
nfc
so many changes
same old silence
as night consumes the light
love getting home early
writing more
obviously lonely
cupid shrugs
sites i saw #367
distracted
not just for shock value
expectations
recently

blink and i am back, sheesh
beastiality is wrong, unless
if you send me nude photos
walking better
who's got mail
comment on article
back to routine
sleepy wired
dey was robbed
unfair sports wake me up
(private)
(private)
(private)
once upon a time
dontcha just love it when work
passing the sleep zone
on to you know who
and the excitement continues to giggle
it's all about tv today, mostly
whatever they are called
oh so yum
(private)
new tv
he walks the night
note at dland
orlando friends
checking old emails
seriously lazy day
sunday night cycles

comment on sports
ash that game right out of my hair
too independent


wow, curve ball
(private)


sites i saw #368
sites i saw #369
(private)
sites i saw #370
sites i saw #371
(private)
kindness, sympathy, and acceptance
working is overrated

(private)
ups and downs stage
human choices
ride after sudden unexpected change
one look
stranger in the night
somewhere in the middle of last night
star792005
(private)

comment on tumblr

instagram
so glad the nba is over
(private)
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(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
ages ago
head meet keyboard
whole day

thinking choices
sites i saw #372
sites i saw #373
go figure


(private)
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(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
el farto
discombobulation
more alone than ever
(private)
feelings are such real things
neglecting updates
head up, please
don't tell anybody but
food network can make me fat
(private)
sites i saw #374
sites i saw #375
but what's the point
maybe starting over
another new start
considering a new start
(private)
(private)
etiehreal
balancing the precarious
it's gonna be alright
texted tonight
hey, i thought i was off for the night
not a sleep day
bumpy ride
facebook friends
nocturnal
big screen or just nocturnal
up down turn around
ticking off business
doing stuff
(private)
adobe prifle
adobe post
(private)
facebook post
twitter #
twitter #
twitter #
and then there was junk food
or maybe not
oreos and milk
facebook post
not a very scientific poll
psycho path
(private)
(private)
what it's about
one small leap
stuff done today
woke as usual
nothing profound
(private)
timing bad, m'ok?
up all nights
was still here
sleeping is good too
ice cream, almost social
(private)
places i remember
sites i saw #376
sites i saw #377
sites i saw #378
sites i saw #379
sites i saw #380
sites i saw #381
sites i saw #382

sites i saw #383
sites i saw #384
sites i saw #385
sites i saw #386
sites i saw #387
meu (or eomu)
life just continues
almost went to bed
now it gets fascinating
maybe sleep a little
we're back
and time slides by so quickly
no surprised time passed

nothing profound

unless you think so... and it's not all about a cry for attention, but there is no denying that is part of what this blog, this list of links to almost everything i write online anywhere, is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me and everything i put online is a start... there are other blogs specifically geared to introducing me in other ways, but this one specifically provides a table of contents to every thing i can link (some private writings too, and some facebook posts and tweets and comments, even, when i feel like they should be remembered for humor or added value or somehow share something about me)... and then there is the actual table of contents of blogs and sites now called opinions and complaints (a name that better reflects the phase of like i am passing through) which takes you to the sites as opposed to the individual pages this blog records... and nthen, when i were a ltter or comment or something outside of my sites that i feel adds to knowing me (so all about me, isn't it?... well, you want to add your two sense, there are comment boxes everywhere and that is why i post out here, to hear from you) i excerpt or expand on it (which brings us to the impetus for this entry) cuz that is what it's about...

May 2012

foot on the brain
foot foot foot

freakin foot
momentary clarity
(private)
could have been profound
time passages
twitter #

when the first stop is here
it doesn't get easier
(private)
footless
seems like red
(private)
cuz i want more
any day now

(private)

monotony
sunny saturday (private)
bum foot, less botts
not so much fancy free
(private)
(private)
what was the question again?
never a straight line
sites i saw
sites i saw
sites i saw
facebook message
self-absorbed

foot
maybe a little better
sites i saw
sites i saw

(private)
good days, bad days
life continues, ya know?
don't be sad
not much different
just in case (private)
your tax dollars
goverment money
freeeek dang dodo foot
it hurts
no aspirins tonight
morning moments, sorta
(private)
mixed results
there's always ncis
calm down everybody
skipping, days that is
(private)
what could have been
wherever
(private)

earlier today (satoonday)
stay positive
the challenge
sites i saw 344
sites i saw 345
weekend tv
too much walking
(private)
ouch again
a little nap
such a mope
physical focus
body thoughts
wtf blogger
(private)
not so good
(private)
treasure the shower
water not boarding
(private)
online shopping
not just hate
middle of the night
sites i saw #346
sites i saw #347
it's your thing

one flew over the cuckoo clock
imaginena
sometimes i wonder
even when it's odd
obstacles, obstacans
sometimes secrets slip through
time for me, almost
new gifts
(private)
not the writing life
x-what?
again, too much walking
sites i saw #348
this afternoon
sites i saw #349
long day alone
(private)
(private)
(private)
setting priorities
a day online
facebo0ok, just another multi-national corp
so much distraction
facebook
did i miss this one?
sites i saw #350
sites i saw #351
(private)
much better without walking
sites i saw 352
time flip flops
work, foot, rest
once upon a life
home for the 80s
yeah, whatever, i know
sites i saw 353
so meanwhile
improvement
keep yourself
(private)
hate too, though
what a waste
blog post
they will they will fuck you
sympathy
meaningless drivel
empathy
justice for none
night after night
thinking blogging
this week
i be here
yesterday's gone
stop it life
(private)
here, where?
alone
every night
nothing changes, every day
hoping for better
(private)
twinges of my left foot
promises can be like that
awake again, yet again (promises can be like that)
sites i saw #354
staring into space
the art of filling in gaps
sweet sleep in the morning
relaxing mostly
the one and the foot
will no one stay
was good for a while
wide awake at, well, you know
healing a plantar fascia rupture
human body
potty training
bladders and bodies and life, oh my
and more work
caffeine distorts circadian rhythm
(private)
a world without nationalism
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
holiday interruptions
titles
sites i saw #355
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
naps and sleepless nights
so sad

(private)
(private)
refs 2, boston 0
another late night
pushing the foot
sites i saw #356
someone said

i was here

April 2012

for no apparent reason - what the cookie said
for the 1 - what would i say
words from others - brilliance
bullsugar - because you dream




(private)
for you too
(private)
pretending
(private)
anybody nobody
(private)
daily updating
seven minutes
blogging time
time seven minutes

(private)

wunerful life
ps... i wrote this about that
and yummies continue
and another new blog
psych

(private)

new blog - bottsa
cuz there was one
i just had to

(private)
was sleeping so sweetly
it's all about kit
wisty wind blows tonight
b or b
it seems important
meaning in memories
quiet year
relativeness
42

it is too easy to vege

(private)
every post you make
later

sites i saw #262
sites i saw #332
future past (sites i saw #264)
sites i saw #265
twitter #332 (or #335)
wish i knew craig
sites i saw #266
sites i saw #267
sites i saw #268
sites i saw #269
sites i saw #270
sites i saw #271
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sites i saw #328
sites i saw #329
sites i saw #330

open your heart - acylon massive
catching up with the web
(private)
secondary gain
(private)
too tired to be too sad
sites i saw #333
so many missed moments here
tbw
(private)
(private)
good place
funny ha ha
(private)
how to stay in touch and subtly hint
often easy, sometimes wet
what, again?

did i just break my ankle?


april 2012
sites i saw #334
sites i saw #335
sites i saw #336
(private)
(private)
(private)
holy away time, batman
too much information

changes, why?
ankle results
(private)


damn the pain, full speed ahead
dang pain in the foot
yeah, but i don't just vege, ya know?
watching more again
limp limp whimper

work returns
sometimes it's personal
sites i saw #337
sites i saw #338



am i so strange?
(private)
home from work again
oh ow
pain sucks
more pain
puzzling pain
pain
pain in the foot
perspective
bad sci-fi
not at all, sometimes
sweating
double vision
self-care is selfish

(private)
(private)
foot on my mind

random pauses (from RealTime)

while this blog is mostly a chronological record of most everything i upload to the web with links, this entry is not that... it seems that once a month or so i have something more to say (that doesn't particularly go in the other blog about this blogging life for one reason or another) and this entry is the record of an impromptu journey through the last daily babbling blog i was keeping (that has slowed to an occasional entry due to lack of babbling time) and there may be some profound meaning to the entries selected from that impromptu journey but until and unless i find time to figure that out it will be mostly a random impromptu journey through the last babbling blog which was called RealTime, hence the title, random pauses (from RealTime)... so now that you know whatever it is this may convey, enjoy :)

random pauses II

part two of something, i think - in RealTime - Yes
once again, amazed - in RealTime
so i look at the blogger dashboard that - in RealTime
the excitement of finding followers - in RealTime
this will be brief - in RealTime
what it is all about, at least mostly - in RealTime
random bits - in RealTime
you say it's my brithday? - in RealTime
you can't always get what you want - in RealTime
time passes - in RealTime
of brilliance or babble - in RealTime
dire apathy - in RealTime
through the nights... - we have only just begun... - Yes
skeleton of an entry - in RealTime
threads of emotion - in RealTime
you are such a cool one, you are… - in RealTime
repeat business - in RealTime
the later it gets - in RealTime
give me head - in RealTime
cuz i will not quit - in RealTime
the entry after this entry is the comment - in RealTime - blog*spot
impromptu ode to craig ferguson - in RealTime
commenting again - in RealTime
SISS - in RealTime
probably recycled babble - in RealTime
repeated? - in RealTime
speaking of sleep... - in RealTime - Yes
who's in charge, anyway? - in RealTime - Yes
br - in RealTime - Yes
political suicide - in RealTime - Yes
there are magic hours - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
another letter - in RealTime - Yes
in the future - in RealTime
calling all followers! - in RealTime
hey, i could have linked porn - in RealTime

oh, so here, this is what i think about that - in RealTime
remember candora? - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
cha cha cha - we have only just begun... - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what?
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: evolution
emo, or something like that - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: the second ten ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: since i've been gone
people of the world… i decided that there - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and what about you?
this wasn't today - in RealTime - Yes
forgotten again (titles) - in RealTime
just pay the damn rent already - we have only just begun... - Yes
artificial intelligence - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: 800
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: "a"(m)e=hhr(squared)
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: holiday message ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and later in the evening
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: hard core reality or ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: dang, forgot a title ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: napped and woke ...
continuing to continue - in RealTime - Yes
and the world still... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: keeping in touch in time
could it be? - in RealTime - Yes
don't feel left out - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: parallelauniverse
in no apparent order - we have only just begun... - Yes
freakin bloggin fool - in RealTime - Yes
thereal and so on... - we have only just begun... - Yes
first, the comments... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: softball report, part two
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: lips, hips, dips, and ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: wishes for pj
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: babble on, jim jones
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: so much tiredness ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what title?
it never fails - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
free pass - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: finding emo
the illusion of words - in RealTime - Yes
sleepiness abounds - in RealTime
and what is real? - in RealTime
with or without you - in RealTime
alas, alack, and giggles - in RealTime
once last time, we hope - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: service
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: into the new space ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: but i didn't mean to ...
yeah, hundreds - in RealTime - Yes
skimming the surface - in RealTime - Yes
consistency - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: survival can be fun
heat exhaustion - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
sunny sunday at the parks - in RealTime - Yes
and the ch-ch-ch-changes - in RealTime - Yes
starting over (again) - in RealTime - Yes
in retrograd (1111.1) - in RealTime - Yes

March 2012

still breathing
home is good
for why we blog
(private)
too early, too late
profund
this week i was
saturday night unsatisfied
home alonish
almost to the minute
could be waiting
work work work play
january 2012
february 2012
(private)

(private)
cuz it's here

younger years (the secret to charm)
if we must

afternoon naps
(private)
fun is so often over too soon

someone to love me
pushing buttons
buttons
what is a button for?
button
(private)
long day, very

(private)
suddenly, saturday

random pauses II

evolution, revisited
just like old times
christian bands

(private)
what's up in your world?

(private)
every day is a new day
i know you are out there
(private)
(private)
i think i nodded off
another day happened

(private)

(private)
rolling with the coaster
saturday happened too
friday i think
(private)
couda been you

(private)
life, words, and kit
(private)
technology sucks tonight
(private)
ridiculousness, the good kind


(private)
the happiness habit
habits
happiness is a habit
new blog begins - people who inspire
dia frampton

i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)