i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)

February 2012

tired and slipping

dang bugs

internet connection issues
private conversations


been a while, aye?
ans so it goes
aching neck
between pauses
paging z0tl
coming soon
and the cookie said


away from home
hey blog


ok, so whatever, right

many missing complaints
bright-house
routine
facebook fools

wonderful, aye?

via google
sluggish

(private conversation)


the continuing saga of brighthouse suckage
when was this?

January 2012

addicted to aspirins
oh yeah, and happy new year too

(private)
communication breakdown
did i sleep?

even here

(private?... flashback - you want to know me?)
(private conversation)
writing the record(repeat... flashforward)

(private conversation)
(private conversation)
just cuz i am off
issues with tissues
bcs system
sleep soon
(private comments)
dangit, not a cold bug
part to of something, i think
yeah, i know, i am not always wise

(private conversation)

habits
private comment
private comment
private comment
private comment
(private conversastion)
surface

forgetfulness
private comment

ice cream sleepy head

love her, love dogs
milla jovovich - alien song
the trouble with going to sleep early
janis - to love somebody
psychotherapy

all is well in the end
bloated in tally
(private conversastion)


sleepless is a state of mind


life, even as
they call it pigaroni

(private conversastion)
and then the dreams
(private conversastion)
wow, kids believe in fairy tales
just cuz i need sleep
beyond fatigue again
omigeesh
not so much
human ego
dischotomous polarity

busy day off home
if nobody reads
still working home
house cleaning
so sleep on the plane
candortube

home with happiness
catching up a bit
awkward night, part 1
awkward night, part 2
learning experience
for sleep-overs
long travel day
road tripping
day third i think
home again, again

all this talk about a new super secret...

home a moment
(private conversastion)
hope i am
hope i am
so i ask myself
changes
(private comment)
sniffling lots
sometimes i am so amusing
special day
internet connection lapses
(private conversation)
and another night bites the dust
wow, head cold
something about me

too much to do

the long and broken road

lots of breaks and disconnects in october and november and december
and it may be time to reconcile this once again...
i never was much good at wanting to keep track of time...

the long and broken road that leads me back to your door
is a bit of begged borrowed and stolen words that rhyme...

it's an old song you must recognize
and remember
to understand
(icywtk)

December 2011

(private)
doritos for dinner

morning catch up
never enough time
timing is a lot
so what's new?



(private)
still love you

today was tomorrow yesterday, ya know?

someday, no really, someday

just for the record
arriving home
primal daily philosophy lesson 1
fun
(private)
lols and alases
sense
everdream
i coulda sworn i had a blog for bowling
reports of constipation have been
(private)
time running out on the weekend

(private)
alases and laughter
botts theory
(private)
blessed are the onces who remember to feel
give and give some more

too much fun, not enough time
enjoying myself















huh?




sleep must

number eleven number eleven number eleven

sites i saw #261

blessed are the ones who remember to feel

archives?

for no apparent reason

lols and alases


for no apparent reason

(private)
(private)
noticing
wow, really?
just in case
no really, what?
magic moments
getting stuff done
(private)
wonky ouchy
ouchy day

headache lingers
poor baby
(private)
lost along the way
cellophane
techincality
long and broken road
october 2011
november 2011
december 2011
the writer says: be
blessed
writing the record
once again, amazed



message from the future past:
cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)

November 2011

kinda amazing
besides music
sleep dangit





wow, away






(private)






neglectful i have been
(private)
obviously, blah blah blah
(private)

(private)

yes, i know (with or without emphasis)


words written
linkages


(private)

softball weekend
gmorning
resting between games
more please
(private)
loving the fun
the morning after

(private)
fb comment
(private)
home again, no ring
fb comment
(private)
(private)
not enough time
sleep must
what happened





message from the future:
cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)

October 2011

(private)
(private)
mostly newish
long fun weekend
sept 2011
poser
these blogging lives
where to put what
fact or fiction is relative to choice (private)
does it matter
body blows
vaguely remember
home a bit
flip a card, any card
blogpaths
red canyon
day off
commentarium
gotta sleep
beautiful morning
sites i saw 250
private blogging
tweet 289
tweet 290
tweet 291
catching up with myself
catching up with myself
sites i saw 251
and the changes
comments elsewhere
cleaning, laundry, facebook
back to the same
how to not sleep all night
tweet 295
how to not sleep
someone to love
tweet 297
(private)
comments elsewhere
(private)
comments elsewhere
the cat and the canary
alrighty then, sorta
cats
heading into a softball weekend
tweet 300
sometimes i wonder (softball)
home from work, off to play
fumbly bumbly win
silly, sleep already
to make it better
house call
let's get physical
sleep is good
pickles
ted turner broadcasting
home late, wake early
comments elsewhere
private blogs
sweet exhaustion
(private)
fatigue
sites is saw 252
sites i saw 253
sites i saw 254
comments elsewhere
workaholic
feeling alone
sites i saw 255
just the way it is
hydration
for no apparent reason (b sides) (new blog)
the ssaddest song you'll ever hear
this strange affair of life
sites i saw 256
strange threads
relaxing afternoon
good softball loss
sites i saw 257
comments lost and fb threads
sites i saw 258
sites i saw 259
sites i saw 260
just keep writing
comments elsewhere
oh come on now
skidaddling
home again (rinse, lather, rinse, and repeat)
softball on my mind
find myself awake
compartmentalizing
instance eh
work wakes me
not enough, but better than nothing
just relaxing

i will be back to update someday

(private)
(private)
wow, again
pauses
not just tv anymore
so i look at the blogger dashboard

message from the future:

cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)