December, 2010

sites i saw 52 sites i saw
crying the soundtrack of a life
here, gone, what's the difference? (e)thereal
sites i saw 53 sites i saw
before i check you (e)thereal
hope for humanity random pop news
sites i saw 54 sites i saw
sites i saw 55 sites i saw
sites i saw 56 sites i saw
sites i saw 57 sites i saw
how to do nothing random pop news
netunesa random pop news
fighting for freedom random pop news
sleepless ho (e)thereal
so much running 'round my head (e)thereal
chocolate, sci-fi, and fish (e)thereal
freedom, fear mongering, or national security? random pop news
justice? random pop news
anti-gay fear (blame god?) random pop news
kill doctors for god random pop news
government abuse random pop news
weekend gone by (e)thereal
sites i saw 58 sites i saw
sites i saw 59 sites i saw
sites i saw 60 sites i saw
sites i saw 61 sites i saw
sites i saw 62 sites i saw
last night, football (e)thereal
fantasy playoffs (e)thereal
sites i saw 63 sites i saw
it's beginning to smell a lot like pine tree (e)thereal
it is so good to sing with friends (e)thereal
unamericans bullsugar
wow, yeah, body talk (e)thereal
someday, miracles may return (e)thereal
facebook comment facebook
sites i saw 64 sites i saw
i know that guy (e)thereal
once upon a time (e)thereal
sites i saw 66 sites i saw
sometimes a flower is just a flower random pop news
random pop news game random pop news
another year in review random pop news
sites i saw 67 sites i saw
sites i saw 67 sites i saw
sites i saw 73 sites i saw
sites i saw 74 random pop news
separation of church and military sites i saw
fall of america random pop news
rolling wrong along (e)thereal
sites i saw 69 sites i saw
sites i saw 70 sites i saw
sites i saw 71 sites i saw
sites i saw 72 sites i saw
sites i saw 75 sites i saw
out of time (e)thereal
astonishing? (e)thereal
feeding the head (and body) (e)thereal
need sleep? (e)thereal
no more work? (e)thereal
always work (e)thereal
you don't own me the soundtrack of a life
be my baby the soundtrack of a life
more 911 questions random pop news
officer bubbles random pop news
officer bubbles - why? random pop news
canada found guilty random pop news
sites i saw 76 sites i saw
save the what? random pop news
a bit of bloat (e)thereal
the great dictator random pop news
sites i saw 77 sites i saw
sites i saw 78 sites i saw
sites i saw 79 sites i saw
belief random pop news
the grand wizard random pop news
what's the frequency again? random pop news
sexuality random pop news
contract to live random pop news
well done on the outside, raw on the inside random pop news
g20 toronto 2010 marshall law random pop news
sites i saw 80 sites i saw
sites i saw 65 sites i saw
lost in her eyes (e)thereal
sites i saw 81 sites i saw
almost resting right (e)thereal
prophetic bullsugar
the calendar renews again (e)thereal
net neutrality random pop news

November, 2010

just like old times (sorta again) sites i saw 45
slightly rutting (e)thereal
what i meant was (e)thereal
toc starting over candoric
august 2010 candoric
september 2010 candoric
october 2010 candoric
what did i do today? (e)thereal
same question, different day (e)thereal
google ate this one
up yours google
sites i saw 46
stand by me world the video me
who helps children, really? random pop news
turned off the net (e)thereal
sites i saw 47
happy fifth v
sites i saw 48
change of plans (e)thereal
worse and worse meaningless complaints
private over and over
saturday cleaning
wasted sunday
sometimes frustration
all the love
it never ends
it never ends
middle of nowhere
been watching

left, right, truth
trick play
representative government
visual universe
divide and conquer
ouch in the wallet
food, fun, videos
stretching to the limit again
thought i was asleep
home, hungry, tired, and a touch of whatever
just a day off
still got'em
bubbling
and if i was here
sometime earlier
vegetative saturdays
again, back a moment
new plan
and home again
ridiculouso, or something like that
so little time (how many times)
high school best friends
not left to my own devices
wild wired and what?
deadlines
right, so what day was this?
watching the pot
sites i saw 49
whatever happened to sunday sports
how many days this time?
loneliness
gone, not forgotten
wandering away
work day
so little time (ad infinitum)
extra days off
life, or something like that
thanks
love days off
road trip alone
love softball
softball tourney blues
to sleep
a few hours earlier
long ago and far away
sites i saw 50
day off for me (sort of)
call me irresponsible
stress
sites i saw 51
and she's going on a world tour
the friendly song
shawnee - let me belong
hot for words - masturbation

October, 2010

blogmania quojax nameless blog
did i saw sleep? (e)thereal
sites i saw 35
goes to show (e)thereal
my life (e)thereal
somebody woke me (e)thereal
sites i saw 36
just barely (e)thereal
sites i saw 37
slow internet (e)thereal


an hour? (e)thereal
out the door again (e)thereal
long hot challenging day (e)thereal
sites i saw 38
cool night air (e)thereal
so many more meaningless complaints
i'll just keep writing (e)thereal
waking late again (e)thereal
something about humans meaningless complaints
just getting home (e)thereal
davey crockett (in outer space) random pop news
just love the sharing (e)thereal
brooklyn space program random pop news
as if it matters (e)thereal
as if it's important (e)thereal
kiss kiss (or mild abrasions) bullsugar
perseverence (e)thereal
time to relax (e)thereal
whatever, aye? (e)thereal
what?... whatever bullsugar
before the alone time ends (e)thereal
back to the game (e)thereal
where am i? (e)thereal
unexpected phone calls (e)thereal
games on tv, games on computer (e)thereal
mac n cheese and games (e)thereal
it's that special (e)thereal
sleepy me (e)thereal
numerically poignant moment (e)thereal
gone gaming (e)thereal
10/10/10 10:00 (e)thereal
nothing changed (e)thereal
yup, still up (e)thereal
dumb microsoft vista crap software (e)thereal
poor service sucks meaningless complaints
bright house disrespect meaningless complaints
crap microsoft vista meaningless complaints
music food and football (e)thereal
and the excitement continues (urp) (e)thereal
finally, the lead (e)thereal
as if i never left (e)thereal
shoes dropping (e)thereal
wet dreams (e)thereal
twitter away another day (e)thereal
so many people (e)thereal
the way it is (e)thereal
what day is it now (e)thereal
myspace comment myspace comment
sites i saw 39
two sides of love relayshuns
so that's what i did (e)thereal
long day mostly good (e)thereal
updating life (e)thereal
private work crap (too much candor)
life changes (e)thereal
isn't that once in love
sites i saw 40
onward and wayward (e)thereal
you wanna start something?
feel free to let me know practical philosophy
feel free to let me know the art of coy inquiry
exponential decadence (e)thereal
so tired (how many times) background tv
incommunicado babbling brevity
incommunicato (e)thereal
thought you might relate betwixt and between the lines
the return of bliss bullsugar
it all comes back as bliss (e)thereal

love is real another time
it was a long time ago (e)thereal
maybe nobody knows (e)thereal
yummy pizza (e)thereal
deep in sleeplessness (e)thereal
drifting through again (e)thereal
taco bull
lazy saturdaze (e)thereal
saturdaze night (e)thereal
twitter #97
tweeting too (e)thereal
sites i saw 41
bloated sunday (e)thereal
the facebook life (e)thereal
social what? the art of coy inquiry
night of too many stars background tv
wtf? the afterblog
battery low (e)thereal
big blowt (e)thereal
ka-boom~! (e)thereal
not in the best frame body thoughts
private people
(e)thereal
sweet music (e)thereal
valued momentary moods
no matter how much the wish antiblog
first stop (as it used to be) (e)thereal
and here is the real (e)thereal
addicted to the online escape? meaningless complaints
value the art of coy inquiry
private fucking idiot
facebook
sites i saw 42
still awake (e)thereal
enjoying voices random pop news
sites i saw 43
yeah, right, so? (e)thereal
microsoft sucks meaningless complaints
human pride is bullshit (e)thereal
that first day another time
formspring me formspring
some sleep, maybe (e)thereal
wake up sleepyhead (e)thereal
still going (better than eveready) (e)thereal
fun and fear (e)thereal
good tired (e)thereal
sites i saw 44
just like old times (sorta again) sites i saw 45

September, 2010

sites i saw 20
wow, bball (e)thereal
1500 (don't chew) (e)thereal
more than the sum of my links bullsugar
so asleep (e)thereal
snotty times (e)thereal
sites i saw 21
rolling bullsugar
just keep rolling (e)thereal
sites i saw 22
fun with cards (e)thereal
waking slowly (e)thereal
thought it was sunday (e)thereal
unharmony (e)thereal
can you handle reality? the video me
sites i saw 23
still snotty (e)thereal
sites i saw 24
a bit later, a bit dryer (e)thereal
sites i saw 25
continuing sagas (e)thereal
home, run, eat, nap (e)thereal
slept ten hours (e)thereal
where've i been (e)thereal
no really, asleep (e)thereal
i still cared (e)thereal
fascinated, no doubt background tv
eureka! background tv
haven background tv
tuesday night crisis background tv
monday night crisis background tv
wednesday night crisis background tv
thursday night crisis background tv
friday night crisis background tv
sunday night crisis background tv
saturday night crisis background tv
youtube background tv
if you must follow, follow yourself the video me
just like old times (e)thereal
old time scrolling (e)thereal
for those who missed the party (o!) (e)thereal
yeah, when you're a stranger (e)thereal
phew. yeah (e)thereal
blitheringly exhausterated (e)thereal
rain delays (e)thereal
another week (e)thereal
almost pushing the body (e)thereal
no new friends (e)thereal
cooking with electric (e)thereal
no jellyfish here (e)thereal
hiccups body talk
meg and dia - the one (audio only) random pop news
squeazing in words (e)thereal
sites i saw 26
and then there's food (e)thereal
2, 3, 4 (once again) (bullsugar)
like a memory (rhetoric)
ok, yeah, again and again (e)thereal
living the song (once in love)
still a good idea (friend's private blog)
part of me (be with me)
cuz it is (e)thereal
i wish i knew better now (relayshuns)
floating keyboard (e)thereal
all my life (once in love)
oh yeah, num yum (e)thereal
the promise of love (once in love)
the missing bullsugar!
promises momentary moods
you just had to babbling brevity
miss you (e)thereal
sites i saw 27
rally to restore sanity (random pop news)
daily show profile
daily (e)thereal
sites i saw 28
petition for more time (partial addendum)
saturdays are too short (e)thereal
wide awake at 4am (ad infinitum) (e)thereal
meg and dia - the one (the video me)
sites i saw 29
wideawake at 4am ad infinitum (e)thereal
nap time (e)thereal
simple mathematics (random pop news)
so much to know (e)thereal
belief (random pop news)
what was the song again? (random pop news)
belief (random pop news)
human nature? (random pop news)
and again (e)thereal
sites i saw 30
been gonish (e)thereal
tonight too (e)thereal
just before bed, maybe (e)thereal
perception - the reality beyond matter (random pop news)
ny deli (e)thereal
losing tv (e)thereal
just before bed, maybe (e)thereal
old ways (e)thereal
semi-remembering
ncis background tv
warehouse 13 background tv
fringe background tv
did someone say ny deli? (e)thereal
sites i saw 31
site i saw 32
(uploaded to (e)thereal 6:46 PM 9/25/2010 (plus next three)
keeping track, catching up (e)thereal
taste buddies bullsugar!
time passes realtime
another saturday night (one more time) (e)thereal
college football background tv
for dickheads random pop news
laundry fatigue (e)thereal
still at it (laundry) (e)thereal
work shop bball (e)thereal
sports monday (e)thereal
filthy goergeous random pop news
a little hooky (e)thereal
the internet video random pop news
ny deli sour pickles (e)thereal
sites i saw 33
another night of bliss (e)thereal
sg:u background tv
maybe this random pop news
sites i saw 34
still going (e)thereal
School - The Human Herding Process random pop news
home briefly (e)thereal
home free (e)thereal

August, 2010 (partial)

there were a few priors
sites i saw 11
can my head explode now? (e)thereal
sites i saw 12
thanks for all the cards and letters (e)thereal
sites i saw 13
pizza and snot (e)thereal
sites i saw 14
monster in your mind the video me
perception bullsugar
don't ask me why random pop news

"A child had a dirty habit of chewing on his finger nails, the mother tried everything it did not work so she sent him to a yoga class, after a few weeks he stopped chewing his finger nails...........

..........he started chewing his toenails."

"Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become."

meanwhile, back at the TOC in progress...


sites i saw 11
can my head explode now? (e)thereal
sites i saw 12
thanks for all the cards and letters (e)thereal
sites i saw 13
pizza and snot (e)thereal
sites i saw 14
monster in your mind the video me
perception bullsugar
don't ask me why random pop news

Effective 10:48 PM 8/29/2010, a TOC of sorts

sites i saw 15
drying and a bit better (e)thereal
i really should sleep (e)thereal
sites i saw 16
sometimes i feel (e)thereal
could be body talk
i love this (and you) the video me
sites i saw 17
sometimes i feel (e)thereal
so naturally i'm awake (e)thereal
it is too easy or is it too easy random pop news
sites i saw 18
almost beautiful (e)thereal
sites i saw 19
one hour at a time... (e)thereal
wow, food (e)thereal

TOC (starting over)

historic?... candoric?... perhaps a bit egocentric (bit?), but also, a kindness to anyone who cares to know, this begins the new TOC (table of contents) for most of my writings... and this particular entry might be what legalistic circles would call the fine print (copyright what?... everything, naturally.... and some explanatory notes {see the archives i suppose}... but perhaps not the full disclaimer, aye?... try not to digress this time, ok?)...

so anyway, i used to do this in a database with all sorts of info about each title/work and lost track almost two decades ago somewhere after the 30,000th entry or something like that, but for now, this is the latest TOC... it began in late August of 2010 and it will be uploaded as a blog entry here monthly and each entry will be listed on the right (wow, organized?)... each list of links in each entry (TOC) represents just about all of the blog post entries and assorted other online stuff uploaded each month... each link might have it's parent blog name to it's right, if i remember... a few may be private entries in blogs kept private for private reasons, usually cuz of friend's preferences or some other respect... other writings may be logged elsewhere, the master TOC has yet to be resurrected, but this is a step back in time, sorta, to when i appeared to care about what i wrote enough to keep track of the words... not quite catalogued as it was before, but for what it's worth, we begin again...

balance

infinite altruism taken so for granted it continues through carefree apathy...

sleepless still

miles to go before i sleep
still have promises to keep
emotions intense and deep
miles to go before i sleep

keeping a promise

it is about keeping a promise, all the words, all the time, all the energy put into this devotion to typing a few words here and there as daily as possible, it is alll about keeping a promise...

even if no one ever knows...