November 2012

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sounds familiar
sigh day ahead
soft touch
and so it goes again
the evening what?
heck if i know
waking whenever
ready for softball
wonderful night
now you see, or not
sonic not hedgehog
cheery crush
why awake now
post experimenting
work and play
wake up silly
out having fun
wtf now
seriously, what?
(private)
sunday morning sunshine
finally up
so sick of politics
job searching and football
out to play
deep breath, continue
home for dinner
happy fifth
alone again natch
sleeping i hope
waking for work
mondays aloft
above the fray
sleep calls
rushing through the morning
training day
afternoon at my desk
sad world out there
finally over
(private)
it's morning again
working work day morning
data processing and lunch
aftenroon coffee
brain swimming
really, where you been?
good morning stardust
working spreadhseet
finished second
ok, so that was unplanned food
temperature dropping
should head to bed, but
football, craig, and whatever
sweet sleep, yay
staring dog as usual
yeah, headache
(private)
blahsy blahs blah
seriously, blahsy blah blahs
i do
and when i forget
sometimes a challenge
sometimes
sadness
this is the place

didqus
loving stats
slept some, wake up
lunch after practice
burning cds and home stuff
pizza, laundry, and stephen king
no sangria for me, thanks
anybody listening?
my story
(private)
college football and something
good sleep, good morning
rushing from one field to another
good workout today
yummy leftovers
and the night smiles
firefly and serenity
brighthouse continues to suck
(private)
frustrated now
stupid brighthouse

getting there
good afternoon
falling out
and here we are
(private)
poor damn fool
wanna understand the translation
the working morning
late day, busy afternoon
home late for a work day
later in the evening
lost sleep cycles
morning moves
daily work
daily reports
dinner splurge
and sleep was calling
i may be sleeping, but
dreams are for sleeping
morning waking becoming a habit
back to chart reviews
charts, comfort, and excel equations
home, happiness, and pizza
starting to nod
so many things to do today
start again, sorta
good day, cloudy
fun losses
don't miss it
(private)
younder every day
somewhere out there
too much rest
home alone
dog duty
ummm, sleeping
perspective
dinner treat
food shopping
college football night
apartment searching
what sleep?
wake for softball
fun at the fields
shopping, home, football
yeah, softball
sleep over food
you
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point
get up, go out
gonna be fun week
not just start off
first day survey blues
long first day
home is good
monday night happiness
mourning morning
the good work feeling
sometimes awkward
another long day
what why?
mostobviously
you're your mom
push the day
back to work
might be over soon
survey done, home now
what happened was
rest is good
couch sleep tonight
licked awake
you could do so much
naps and dog
tv, food, nap, and walks with happiness
rough day
yo, canada
october 2012
(private)
nothing's perfect
short work day ahead
and the weekend begins






wow, really?
so what is it?

on the road
traffic and foolish drivers
luxury is nice
veggies and sleep
reading as fast as i can
because i love communicating
time to get ready
dumb expectations
did i mention discombobulations?
not on facebook
the venting
day three, day teo
you don't have to be einstein to love bagels
softball is done, now we are fans
didn't plan on staying so late
food, fun, friends, yay
didn't quite work
back to work 26?
usual monday
the day flies by
busy friends at home
body aches
wide awake at, not
good morning, yeah yeah yeah
well ok, then
good afternoon on tour
home for happiness
not fair
when i am sleeping
not so wide awake anymore
what was that?
i wanna know
the day slows quickly
the day drags on
cute, but infected
and so the evening goes

arm, neck, ear, head, heart
loving you for being here
no idea
the lonely hour
and another sunrise
the am
numbers crunchin
thud
funky ffff
hugs are good
late dinner, later life
destiny
sleeping in
three track mind
free your mind
summing up a bit
adjustments online
egomaniac or lonely boy
softball playoffs
football and hard lemonade
almost there
(private)

October 2012

yeah, yum, ok
first impressions
for the moment
tat twat?
transference
spy where?
celebrating rocks
almost unreal
alien money
colors of the sun
colors of the earth
occasional words
mixed message
good book
story books
why so serious?
colors of the air
are you for real?
what impressions?
where did i go?
(private)
wait, was this monday?
what i meant was
blurry evening
evening sleep after dinner
sleep what?
learning is seldom routine
not the best lunch
problem solved
almost repeat
not losing interest, am i?
and what do i do?
refocusing slightly
yeah really
(private)
been sleeping
cuz life continues
there's a grill
sleepy afternoons
why do i care?
another day etc
autonomy is sweet
time passes fast
food satisfies
nappy wakey
and here we are


who's counting?
where's the shower?
not waking
was it just a dream?
oh, and we have such fun
stats and sats(private)
freakin rain
sidebar says
cuddling on the couch
movie emotions
bedtime
waking without alarms
sats and stats
caught up again
need to know
russian girlfriend
thunder and lightning
challenging
not much face time
tv sports, food, and laundry
solitary party
waking happiness
kiss me
whole world in your hands
kit is what i do(private)
something was fun
sleep is right
morning wakes happiness
wings and friends
yummy but bloated
early to bed
early to rise
working in catch-up mode
one third done
skipped lunch for leftovers
but i did catch up

when i walk away
and then time passed
so where was i again
morning blurr
still catching up
afternoon blear
home tired
sleeping sweetly
waking awake
not as much catch up
straight home tonight
just me and happiness
actually eh, aye
and it's an exciting game
and the night drags on
ridiculousness sleeplessness
morning too quickly
hits and curves
two for two
straight home again
and so it goes how many times?
so where was i again, again?
(private)
(private)
sleep write rush
just waking
more fun to win
not exactly cautionary diet
the toca bell diet
don't wanna be angry
still are
you miss out
blindness is relative
all you never knew
you were never here
slightly stalled
changing times
oh what fun it is to write
but i don't want to sleep
who are you?
about two hours sleep
practice, maybe
finally sort of
yummy, nappy, wordy, and college football
for the record, posterity and all
yeah baby, really, lol
sigh for the old dog
sleep or code red
blogtrickery
sweet nap cut short
sports saturday
excciting sports, loud dog
yankees game
sports, dog, life
good weeks
six hours sleep if i start now
wake up for softball
some days we are not bad
oh yes i did
still good in spite of stupidity
clothes shopping and treat
home is good


slow to wake
surprise, ok
blurry coolness
stopped for food
ok not sleeping
did i meantion i wasn't sleeping?

dragging out of bed
gourmet coffee
welcome to eoc
data afternoon
stopped on green
dinner and something
another pushed morning
surprises happen
long day journey into flaws
stopped at firehouse
are we there yet?
i was still here
every morning this week
more than my share
busy afternoon
and home alone
(private)
nights of blurr



nap a bit

late late night
early morning day off
getting stuff done
memory
can;t please everyone
figures
sigh and all
alone in a crowd
late dinner
and long night into morning
morning chores
sort of waking
catching up and so on
the weirdest thing
nap a bit
diphenhydramine, even
for the caring among you
happy birthday pj

not working well
waking irritated
rough day
mixed up day
prophetic perhaps
home for football
an hour or more
(private)
and then there's windows 8
did i leave out dinner?
i was sort of asleep
slept
routine morning
asking a lot
fast asleep
and morning
solitary determination
orientation
shopping for lunch
chart audits
refocused
and there we are
google provides fake stats
of sure
silly mad
early day
expanding my role
getting it done
the busy day runs by
dinner and happiness
waking from a nap
how we render
surrender
what we have here is an insatiable brain
scattered remnants
late morning
morning productivity
yup, just the way it is, so far
surprise is no surprise
decided to spend money
yummy nappy sticky
a couple of hours
i blinked and a week passed
catching up on introductions
comment somewhere
loving life
mind control
weather i'm right
sinceriously
fixing a hole
not just song references
whatchu say, elvis?
are you getting excited yet?
dog food compromise
silly dog
egocentric style
does volume matter?
skipping stories
attention of course
(private)
but it is saturday morning, dammit
weather idiots
shins
beds are good
went back to bed
number stuff
a bit off white today
dorky day
somewhere somewhere
later that night
not just another saturday night
ya miss me?
wake up, sleepy head
typical game, good weather
happiness awaits
baseball and football
evening tv games
fun and games
change of plans
i miss you
(private)

scary, huh?
early enough?
reading the scribbles
by mid-afternoon
home by five
could have been more
visit, dinner, football
pushing the body again
repeat yesterday
and as usual
blurry evenings
woke thinking
new resumes, new hopes
wide awake at you know
snooze buttons
not thinking ahead
ok then, everywhere you go
routine work
mundane details
surely i am not surely
ch-ch-ch-ch-co-late-is-change

September 2012

cuz what happens is
the weirdness is
responded, in case you missed it (private)
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went to bed instead of posting this
went out before posting this
enjoyed the day before i posted this
wrote the next entry before i posted this
all the lonely people, where do they all come from?

another long fun day
fell asleep on the couch
babies wake early
hanging with a three year old
plans change even when you dont plan
on our way home, sort of
and the song goes something like
and finally popped
sites i saw #454
repeat, but not the same (private)
morning come lately
the continuing saga of changing plans
for those who love to drive
busy weekend
better and better
happy surprise
good night's sleep
don't hold your breath
some time earlier
really, what?
on time so far?
sites i saw #
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sites i saw #
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that old kit magic (private)
blink and everything changes
belly bell
did i mention
references
sorting through the box
lazy hungry
fatigue and babble
over-blank
still awake
woke up
the new job place
mandatory tests
records check
new in town
new chinsese buffet
batting cages
thrifth shops
to the fields
the blackout and bags
twtter time
the past happened
now-ish
hello my friends
gotta run
another yummy surprise
inexpensive local buffet

running joke
not doing it and page views
go to sleep
morning rush
mid-day update
while i was not here
fore-telling, past telling
not promoting
and finally
consumer communer orlando
mini-letter update (private)

vacations seldm want to end
sometimes it's just too exciting for words
maybe not at this time
upon re-evaluation
about stats
more about the stats
stats
now that we're all fascinated
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such a waste
yeah, here again
really cool
woke up lonely
bouncing slowly
on my way
that was fun
meanwhile,
so whats really going on?
today's stats
was out but still
why not sleep?
sites i saw #
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glue stuff
money can't buy happiness
sites i saw #
getting better
and sleep woulf be good now
what fun
blurry
drumroll
another 5k experience
good practice
gonna nap now
yay for naps
not too pathetic
pushing rehab

sleeping ok
whether dependent
priorities are relative
frustrations and retrospection
walls are frustrating
new life (future entry)
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August 2012

sites i saw #
lotsa sleep
no work today
spent tonight
comment on guy adams

groggy, not good
vague memory
shopping again
actually not sleep
napped
snacked
waking on my own
time flies when napping

tumblr
love this idea

wtf now
i did something
dinner out again
say anything

really ought to sleep
not enough sleep
need a nap
awake again, sort of
and here we are again
head above water
head above water part two
softball hurts
not very talkative
and so
(private - reread)
festival net candor com
festival net profile

comments

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recorded

off track
browsing the internet
slept through the night, mostly
whatever happened, happened
got this anonymous phone call
realigion
conspiracy theories(private)
playlist
some sort of yay
indie gogo

thought it was later
no tv, but should eat
what matters
ok, so? (private)
late into night
i'm so vain

connections and such
not enough time
babbling a bit
coasting on laurels
playlist summer 2012
by laurels, i mean humus
night times
sleep is reasonable good
awake and hungry

olympics 2012
oh yummy yeah
back to yummy
4am yummies
back so soon?
dude
whatchu say?

more blur
atill awake
yes still percolating
olympickles
and then he woke me
delicious atricious
moldy melon
dreams, fantasies, and brain food
the dual edge of fatigue
canarsie
the pier
book tree

dog food theory
do doo doo doo
olympics 2012
ignorance amazes me

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sites i saw #434
slow ride (private)
yum
cooking late
fell asleep in the chair again
impromptu drive
late night snacks

staring dog

whatever
the spaces between
sorting
format question
extended rest
alrighty then
yeah, well, whatever
slight delay
it's because
people are cruel
sometimes a mystery
do i know too much
brighthouse again
brighthouse sucks chapter whatever
wandered away
time blurs by again
spacey day

a bit of history

jalf asleep
some days are more challenging than others
push awake
waking mostly
who makes time
just kit and stuff (private)
what is missing
nobody
dog stares

august 2012
nodded into bed
femour
so i wandered about

life is good when we get along
life is funner with friends

skipped weekend (private)
away, sort of
brighthouse sucks, again
so happy birthday
so much waiting
four hours sleep
education in the usa
nocturnal

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sites i saw #440
sites i saw #441
sites i saw #442

sites i saw #443

debate.org

and another morning
chicken fat
prophesy
sites i saw #444
sites i saw #3??

to monetize or not to monetize
just hi (private)
harry chapin radio
good night again

party week (private)
what time
so maybe just a little fill-in
if i was connected
heading out
oh, the cleverness
here's another (private)

ok then, one more time
sigh and all (private)
good weekend
new morning attitude
and unexpected again
late morning
yeah, so
news and weather
too much to catch up on (private)
puppy day
woke yucky
feeling bad
not much better
napped deep
brighthouse service, not
not brighthouse
several unrecorded comments
the farting dog returns
whadya whadya whadya
cable and internet search
this morning
went to bed
morning is here
fuzzy day
sleepy day
ok, i'm tired of being tired
so i slept
what i was doing
brain fried
more competition
sites i saw #445
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sites i saw #451

i'm so vain

i probably think this blog is about me, oh oh... lol, you know... ah, yes, as i said a while back, beyond the table of contents record, the monthly list of much of stuff i write and post (and don't post) on the web that this blog is, this blog is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me...

it still makes for a reasonably decide table of contents too though, aye? :)