it has been years since i dreamed a bass would join me (if you follow the reference really cool and if you don't, ask or nevermind) but here we are, finally updating this running (crawling) reverse (as most blogs are in format relative to time as we know it) table of contents even if nobody missed it or even noticed... what may or may not be really cool is the occasional narrative slipped betweem the lines of titles that i present as it's own toc here for what it's worth... all the tired horses in the sun (and references lost or found), all the many thousands of hours i put into the current web world (listed as links below) and all the many thousands of hours lost with the previous web worlds deleted by corporations controlling the servers that store all the content, what worth or value or meaning or purpose does or will any of it have now or tomorrow or in the long run, or in the end, for that matter... if only posterity would reveal some of it's secrets, we might know the result of what we do with our lives and times and stop wondering (are you listening?... what do you hear?... hello, hello, hello, is anybody out there?)... lol, lam, laa, ahhhh... sigh... smile... so i continue cuz, after all, what do i have to lose (and the smile wonderfully widdens) and so it goes, still (after all these years), good dreams don't come cheap and they die hard when they don't come true so dream on, yeah, dream on and the muses remain amused (and peace, love, and happiness reign supreme inside), so whatever may come in the end, for the moment, it is good...
keeping a promise
sleepless, still
balance
toc (starting over)
so much more than words
mostly toc
once
in case you want to know (icywtk)
the long and broken road
i know you're out there somehere
random pauses from realtime
nothing profound
the spaces between
i'm so vain
really cool
(if you hear no music, you may listen here)
yeah, aka welcome to the haunting lol lam laa
narf :)
