December, 2012

(e)thereal update
November 2012

everything changes
wonderful like, though temporary
pity the fool
hello (waiting for echo)
not so much
that was quick
yummy party
and some napping too
tears help me see rainbows
first of december
2am again
caution, music plays here
please
the song that belongs here
updating life
miss these
(private)
sometimes happiness does not feel good
cold pizza and fudge sticks
ever hopeful
before naps
fun team
home is fun
playin
december remember
(private)
where sleep almost meets awake, ioi
so many songs
testing music
places i remember in my mind
happiness does not feel well
some of the music
music helps remember you
first i want
the first week of december
who thinks that's pathetic?
one life to live
writing too much
whadya mean you don't get it
numbers lie
tv choices
what did i miss?
all these years
tripping over happiness
no stress
(private)
slow day
good puppy
food and texts
loneliness returns
all in the mind-ish
and then there's the arm
why care?
loneliness
the other blogs
comedic minds
nights alone
happiness says wake up
ah, sweet sleep
sleepy smiles
truck noises
every little thing
quiet day out there
(private)
strange familiar aches
of course he's a dang fool
so anyway, comma
where are we going?
paging dr house
quite the experiment
(private)
am i wasting my time?
who are we?
poor starving dog
cuz i'm not the only one
better day
rolling the coaster
just for flow
remembering when the music
sleep sometimes, will ya?
even without caffeine
the changing stats
serious irreverence, maybe
holy creoles, statman
much to do
what sleep
not so good for the body
to captcha or not to captcha
was still enjoying sleep
traffic and waiting
get me to the fields on time
softball fun, with added pain
pain wins
powered by cookies
chug chug chug
home looking for home
first a yummy lunch
lots of hope
riding home in dreams
even occupied
just when you thought
on a roll, even nodding
smiling through extremes
(private)
out of touch
waiting for brighthouse connection
blind at the time
over stressed
sleeping sitting
dreaming of better days
ruminating
some writing, some pain
alas, bummer
cheerleader and coach
must improve diet
a little better
sub par subs
drowning in junk mail
another 5k
waking with jackson
analysis in progress
done for the season
the opiate of fools
so what'll it be boys?
(private)
overheating
humidity
another planet
the almost there
nodding in and nodding out
nodding off, please
some sleep
121212121212
121212121212 again
whatever ya know
not so golden slumbers
was we here?
you know the story
broken sleep
vegetable soup
napping sweetly
this entry will happen tomorrow
another entry, half baked
late morning
such is sleep
what a drag it is dragging
bouncing numbers
lack of cleverness
lack of links too
obviously bored and lonely
ono, i mean oh no
secret threads
not really
and not, no secrets
secret entries
yes, well, ahem
one of these things doesn't belong
cuz when the weekend begins
see, cuz when i stay up all niht
missing you missing me
the morning continues
still awake and writing
while we are sleeping
i miss snuggling
see so that's the way it was
perhaps these are the challenges
really disappointed
disappointed
got music?
most of the time
such an ego
so earlier today
old friend, happy birthday
as usual
she was a bad girl
some other writing
you are welcome
and while i slept
thinking aloud
defining meaningless
truth hurts, lies hurt more
how many conversations
shower and food
because i was
last night, 1973
hey weekend
maybe too many entries
and then we took a walk
not just a sandwich
hating it doesn't help
read every entry and win 1 billion dollars
remembering tv and video
planning ahead
veterinary costs
not sleeping yet
ok, much better
food is like magic
protecting assets
saturday afternoon
dunno why
sometimes more personal
maybe i just don't care
starving for interaction
can ego tell truth
ignoring arm
(private)
is it?
early to rise
gotta love words
so much sickness in the name of god
hey, canada
still celebrating amy
happy birthday amy
fantasy sadness
prescription dog food
must sleep
yes, ok, sleep
whatdya want from me?
why just look at the time
it was mean to be
like clockwork
it is your passion they despise
neatly tucked away
the fantasy of football is in the numbers
what did i miss?
i wanted today to be special
lololol
not quite yet
morning came so quickly
whatever hair day
a disney day
bouncing around
heading to hollywood
timing is perfect
wonderful day
home and catching up
wtf is mylife dot com?
sleep is good
dog farts
sleeping tdl (to do list)
late in the season
long wandering evening
in the middle of life
caring is a verb
late late whatever
libido
up all night again
wake up and go to bed
waking slowly
stuff to do
how quickly we fade
is it now or never again?
hungry and achy
not bad cooking
just a life
around the world
waking before noon
waking sleeping
just me and the dog
warm afternoon
maybe a nap
just in case we're not back, aye?
belly full, watching tv
(private)
(private)
so many places in the world
anticipation
time is numbers
numbers are time
yeah, i know
will we wake
the solstice
new day
yucatan time
one minute to go
can you feel it?
still here
it's dingleicious
time zones
day's not over yet
reasonable food, slow service
wonderfulness
doodlepopping good time
are we still here?
what in the worls would you do with a scottish sling?
oh come on already
the loneliest time of the night
yeah, so this is it
ok, so that was it
brilliant minds
oatmeal and flax
the dull bowls
strong chemical smells
a littl wonky
the 23rd
meanwhile, back in real time
ambivalent grumpiness
fitting in
maybe it's the mayans
so very alone
so not fair
fish fingers and custard
the agony and ectasy
obviously stimulated or something
but that was hours ago
wtf is going on now?
loving sleep
actual time
what reality?
last entry continued
long boring details
into the night
clarity occasionally or whatever
young natalie
updating as usual
a dog and his needs
happy xmas to all
gone sleeping
waking for the dog
losing consciousness or contact
only one matters
finally awake, sort of
old friends, good food
new friends, and dessert too
deeper, higher
for child inside
movie reruns
a wonderful month
what we choose to believe
oops, i did it again
what do you think
all through the day
sleeping afternoon
could be up by now
yeah, as expected
semi-silent night
it could all change in a moment
relativity of babble
am i begging too much
do you enjoy craig ferguson
someone loves it
new 4am face
dreams last for, well, not for so long
(private)
there's always hope
back to normal programming
do you want to get to know me?
(private)
daday home, day ay ay home
xmas quick version
sleeping without the dog
sweet sleep, great music
so tv and food
yumminess
so there we have it
the challenge, or one of them
sleepus interruptus
titles are underrated
reading madness
afternoon nap
snl
slow day but new faces
we have so much catching up to do
excitement from nothing
those wacky numbers
dang pain in the neck
push sleep
dreaming of sleep
wake ache roll sleep
maybe it's diet
making whine
lumpy bed
adoring fans, i love you
awake and wobbly
ah, yummy pizza and chocolate
chocolate overload
much better, thanks
alright now
no secret, really
(private)
laundry, ho
(private)
(private)
are there no more foolish wisdoms?
(private)
reminder for a friend who used to write
reminder for a friend who used to write
a serious moment
what's in the sky?
stay amused
the end of the year is approaching
in case i am still asleep
lots of laundry and some nuts
uncertain day
waiting
ah, lunch is good
productivity
snacks, adult drinks, food, dogs, and friends
and some tv football
after dinner
google spam
and a bit better, perhaps
pathetic whiner
spam comments
conditions
not exactly paying attention
sweet delusion
when all else fails
will 2013 be unlucky
there may be more
so maybe i ought to sleep now
multiple parties
football at home
doggie balance
why i don't use wordpress
the fun life
hungry
yummy leftovers
exciting, sort of
wanna feel a new buzz
excuses abound
so many small buttocks on tv
lots of emo lately
such a sneaky blogger am i
why so serio?
out to party
happy noodle!
do you ever wonder?
out and about tonight
another secret?
it only gets better
oh joy, oh giggle
how many times?
in a cage
the real?
the real? (part two)
so what do you think?
a month to remember
is there no more to write?
hopefully some sleep happened
do you promise not to tell
the most frustrating thing
sleep, except
not my party
happy new year
real time again

November 2012

bzzzzftftztztz
ch-ch-ch-cha-cha-cha
comment

(private)
sounds familiar
sigh day ahead
soft touch
and so it goes again
the evening what?
heck if i know
waking whenever
ready for softball
wonderful night
now you see, or not
sonic not hedgehog
cheery crush
why awake now
post experimenting
work and play
wake up silly
out having fun
wtf now
seriously, what?
(private)
sunday morning sunshine
finally up
so sick of politics
job searching and football
out to play
deep breath, continue
home for dinner
happy fifth
alone again natch
sleeping i hope
waking for work
mondays aloft
above the fray
sleep calls
rushing through the morning
training day
afternoon at my desk
sad world out there
finally over
(private)
it's morning again
working work day morning
data processing and lunch
aftenroon coffee
brain swimming
really, where you been?
good morning stardust
working spreadhseet
finished second
ok, so that was unplanned food
temperature dropping
should head to bed, but
football, craig, and whatever
sweet sleep, yay
staring dog as usual
yeah, headache
(private)
blahsy blahs blah
seriously, blahsy blah blahs
i do
and when i forget
sometimes a challenge
sometimes
sadness
this is the place

didqus
loving stats
slept some, wake up
lunch after practice
burning cds and home stuff
pizza, laundry, and stephen king
no sangria for me, thanks
anybody listening?
my story
(private)
college football and something
good sleep, good morning
rushing from one field to another
good workout today
yummy leftovers
and the night smiles
firefly and serenity
brighthouse continues to suck
(private)
frustrated now
stupid brighthouse

getting there
good afternoon
falling out
and here we are
(private)
poor damn fool
wanna understand the translation
the working morning
late day, busy afternoon
home late for a work day
later in the evening
lost sleep cycles
morning moves
daily work
daily reports
dinner splurge
and sleep was calling
i may be sleeping, but
dreams are for sleeping
morning waking becoming a habit
back to chart reviews
charts, comfort, and excel equations
home, happiness, and pizza
starting to nod
so many things to do today
start again, sorta
good day, cloudy
fun losses
don't miss it
(private)
younder every day
somewhere out there
too much rest
home alone
dog duty
ummm, sleeping
perspective
dinner treat
food shopping
college football night
apartment searching
what sleep?
wake for softball
fun at the fields
shopping, home, football
yeah, softball
sleep over food
you
(private)
(private)
(private)
point
get up, go out
gonna be fun week
not just start off
first day survey blues
long first day
home is good
monday night happiness
mourning morning
the good work feeling
sometimes awkward
another long day
what why?
mostobviously
you're your mom
push the day
back to work
might be over soon
survey done, home now
what happened was
rest is good
couch sleep tonight
licked awake
you could do so much
naps and dog
tv, food, nap, and walks with happiness
rough day
yo, canada
october 2012
(private)
nothing's perfect
short work day ahead
and the weekend begins






wow, really?
so what is it?

on the road
traffic and foolish drivers
luxury is nice
veggies and sleep
reading as fast as i can
because i love communicating
time to get ready
dumb expectations
did i mention discombobulations?
not on facebook
the venting
day three, day teo
you don't have to be einstein to love bagels
softball is done, now we are fans
didn't plan on staying so late
food, fun, friends, yay
didn't quite work
back to work 26?
usual monday
the day flies by
busy friends at home
body aches
wide awake at, not
good morning, yeah yeah yeah
well ok, then
good afternoon on tour
home for happiness
not fair
when i am sleeping
not so wide awake anymore
what was that?
i wanna know
the day slows quickly
the day drags on
cute, but infected
and so the evening goes

arm, neck, ear, head, heart
loving you for being here
no idea
the lonely hour
and another sunrise
the am
numbers crunchin
thud
funky ffff
hugs are good
late dinner, later life
destiny
sleeping in
three track mind
free your mind
summing up a bit
adjustments online
egomaniac or lonely boy
softball playoffs
football and hard lemonade
almost there
(private)

October 2012

yeah, yum, ok
first impressions
for the moment
tat twat?
transference
spy where?
celebrating rocks
almost unreal
alien money
colors of the sun
colors of the earth
occasional words
mixed message
good book
story books
why so serious?
colors of the air
are you for real?
what impressions?
where did i go?
(private)
wait, was this monday?
what i meant was
blurry evening
evening sleep after dinner
sleep what?
learning is seldom routine
not the best lunch
problem solved
almost repeat
not losing interest, am i?
and what do i do?
refocusing slightly
yeah really
(private)
been sleeping
cuz life continues
there's a grill
sleepy afternoons
why do i care?
another day etc
autonomy is sweet
time passes fast
food satisfies
nappy wakey
and here we are


who's counting?
where's the shower?
not waking
was it just a dream?
oh, and we have such fun
stats and sats(private)
freakin rain
sidebar says
cuddling on the couch
movie emotions
bedtime
waking without alarms
sats and stats
caught up again
need to know
russian girlfriend
thunder and lightning
challenging
not much face time
tv sports, food, and laundry
solitary party
waking happiness
kiss me
whole world in your hands
kit is what i do(private)
something was fun
sleep is right
morning wakes happiness
wings and friends
yummy but bloated
early to bed
early to rise
working in catch-up mode
one third done
skipped lunch for leftovers
but i did catch up

when i walk away
and then time passed
so where was i again
morning blurr
still catching up
afternoon blear
home tired
sleeping sweetly
waking awake
not as much catch up
straight home tonight
just me and happiness
actually eh, aye
and it's an exciting game
and the night drags on
ridiculousness sleeplessness
morning too quickly
hits and curves
two for two
straight home again
and so it goes how many times?
so where was i again, again?
(private)
(private)
sleep write rush
just waking
more fun to win
not exactly cautionary diet
the toca bell diet
don't wanna be angry
still are
you miss out
blindness is relative
all you never knew
you were never here
slightly stalled
changing times
oh what fun it is to write
but i don't want to sleep
who are you?
about two hours sleep
practice, maybe
finally sort of
yummy, nappy, wordy, and college football
for the record, posterity and all
yeah baby, really, lol
sigh for the old dog
sleep or code red
blogtrickery
sweet nap cut short
sports saturday
excciting sports, loud dog
yankees game
sports, dog, life
good weeks
six hours sleep if i start now
wake up for softball
some days we are not bad
oh yes i did
still good in spite of stupidity
clothes shopping and treat
home is good


slow to wake
surprise, ok
blurry coolness
stopped for food
ok not sleeping
did i meantion i wasn't sleeping?

dragging out of bed
gourmet coffee
welcome to eoc
data afternoon
stopped on green
dinner and something
another pushed morning
surprises happen
long day journey into flaws
stopped at firehouse
are we there yet?
i was still here
every morning this week
more than my share
busy afternoon
and home alone
(private)
nights of blurr



nap a bit

late late night
early morning day off
getting stuff done
memory
can;t please everyone
figures
sigh and all
alone in a crowd
late dinner
and long night into morning
morning chores
sort of waking
catching up and so on
the weirdest thing
nap a bit
diphenhydramine, even
for the caring among you
happy birthday pj

not working well
waking irritated
rough day
mixed up day
prophetic perhaps
home for football
an hour or more
(private)
and then there's windows 8
did i leave out dinner?
i was sort of asleep
slept
routine morning
asking a lot
fast asleep
and morning
solitary determination
orientation
shopping for lunch
chart audits
refocused
and there we are
google provides fake stats
of sure
silly mad
early day
expanding my role
getting it done
the busy day runs by
dinner and happiness
waking from a nap
how we render
surrender
what we have here is an insatiable brain
scattered remnants
late morning
morning productivity
yup, just the way it is, so far
surprise is no surprise
decided to spend money
yummy nappy sticky
a couple of hours
i blinked and a week passed
catching up on introductions
comment somewhere
loving life
mind control
weather i'm right
sinceriously
fixing a hole
not just song references
whatchu say, elvis?
are you getting excited yet?
dog food compromise
silly dog
egocentric style
does volume matter?
skipping stories
attention of course
(private)
but it is saturday morning, dammit
weather idiots
shins
beds are good
went back to bed
number stuff
a bit off white today
dorky day
somewhere somewhere
later that night
not just another saturday night
ya miss me?
wake up, sleepy head
typical game, good weather
happiness awaits
baseball and football
evening tv games
fun and games
change of plans
i miss you
(private)

scary, huh?
early enough?
reading the scribbles
by mid-afternoon
home by five
could have been more
visit, dinner, football
pushing the body again
repeat yesterday
and as usual
blurry evenings
woke thinking
new resumes, new hopes
wide awake at you know
snooze buttons
not thinking ahead
ok then, everywhere you go
routine work
mundane details
surely i am not surely
ch-ch-ch-ch-co-late-is-change