May 2012

foot on the brain
foot foot foot

freakin foot
momentary clarity
(private)
could have been profound
time passages
twitter #

when the first stop is here
it doesn't get easier
(private)
footless
seems like red
(private)
cuz i want more
any day now

(private)

monotony
sunny saturday (private)
bum foot, less botts
not so much fancy free
(private)
(private)
what was the question again?
never a straight line
sites i saw
sites i saw
sites i saw
facebook message
self-absorbed

foot
maybe a little better
sites i saw
sites i saw

(private)
good days, bad days
life continues, ya know?
don't be sad
not much different
just in case (private)
your tax dollars
goverment money
freeeek dang dodo foot
it hurts
no aspirins tonight
morning moments, sorta
(private)
mixed results
there's always ncis
calm down everybody
skipping, days that is
(private)
what could have been
wherever
(private)

earlier today (satoonday)
stay positive
the challenge
sites i saw 344
sites i saw 345
weekend tv
too much walking
(private)
ouch again
a little nap
such a mope
physical focus
body thoughts
wtf blogger
(private)
not so good
(private)
treasure the shower
water not boarding
(private)
online shopping
not just hate
middle of the night
sites i saw #346
sites i saw #347
it's your thing

one flew over the cuckoo clock
imaginena
sometimes i wonder
even when it's odd
obstacles, obstacans
sometimes secrets slip through
time for me, almost
new gifts
(private)
not the writing life
x-what?
again, too much walking
sites i saw #348
this afternoon
sites i saw #349
long day alone
(private)
(private)
(private)
setting priorities
a day online
facebo0ok, just another multi-national corp
so much distraction
facebook
did i miss this one?
sites i saw #350
sites i saw #351
(private)
much better without walking
sites i saw 352
time flip flops
work, foot, rest
once upon a life
home for the 80s
yeah, whatever, i know
sites i saw 353
so meanwhile
improvement
keep yourself
(private)
hate too, though
what a waste
blog post
they will they will fuck you
sympathy
meaningless drivel
empathy
justice for none
night after night
thinking blogging
this week
i be here
yesterday's gone
stop it life
(private)
here, where?
alone
every night
nothing changes, every day
hoping for better
(private)
twinges of my left foot
promises can be like that
awake again, yet again (promises can be like that)
sites i saw #354
staring into space
the art of filling in gaps
sweet sleep in the morning
relaxing mostly
the one and the foot
will no one stay
was good for a while
wide awake at, well, you know
healing a plantar fascia rupture
human body
potty training
bladders and bodies and life, oh my
and more work
caffeine distorts circadian rhythm
(private)
a world without nationalism
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
holiday interruptions
titles
sites i saw #355
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
naps and sleepless nights
so sad

(private)
(private)
refs 2, boston 0
another late night
pushing the foot
sites i saw #356
someone said

i was here

April 2012

for no apparent reason - what the cookie said
for the 1 - what would i say
words from others - brilliance
bullsugar - because you dream




(private)
for you too
(private)
pretending
(private)
anybody nobody
(private)
daily updating
seven minutes
blogging time
time seven minutes

(private)

wunerful life
ps... i wrote this about that
and yummies continue
and another new blog
psych

(private)

new blog - bottsa
cuz there was one
i just had to

(private)
was sleeping so sweetly
it's all about kit
wisty wind blows tonight
b or b
it seems important
meaning in memories
quiet year
relativeness
42

it is too easy to vege

(private)
every post you make
later

sites i saw #262
sites i saw #332
future past (sites i saw #264)
sites i saw #265
twitter #332 (or #335)
wish i knew craig
sites i saw #266
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open your heart - acylon massive
catching up with the web
(private)
secondary gain
(private)
too tired to be too sad
sites i saw #333
so many missed moments here
tbw
(private)
(private)
good place
funny ha ha
(private)
how to stay in touch and subtly hint
often easy, sometimes wet
what, again?

did i just break my ankle?


april 2012
sites i saw #334
sites i saw #335
sites i saw #336
(private)
(private)
(private)
holy away time, batman
too much information

changes, why?
ankle results
(private)


damn the pain, full speed ahead
dang pain in the foot
yeah, but i don't just vege, ya know?
watching more again
limp limp whimper

work returns
sometimes it's personal
sites i saw #337
sites i saw #338



am i so strange?
(private)
home from work again
oh ow
pain sucks
more pain
puzzling pain
pain
pain in the foot
perspective
bad sci-fi
not at all, sometimes
sweating
double vision
self-care is selfish

(private)
(private)
foot on my mind

random pauses (from RealTime)

while this blog is mostly a chronological record of most everything i upload to the web with links, this entry is not that... it seems that once a month or so i have something more to say (that doesn't particularly go in the other blog about this blogging life for one reason or another) and this entry is the record of an impromptu journey through the last daily babbling blog i was keeping (that has slowed to an occasional entry due to lack of babbling time) and there may be some profound meaning to the entries selected from that impromptu journey but until and unless i find time to figure that out it will be mostly a random impromptu journey through the last babbling blog which was called RealTime, hence the title, random pauses (from RealTime)... so now that you know whatever it is this may convey, enjoy :)

random pauses II

part two of something, i think - in RealTime - Yes
once again, amazed - in RealTime
so i look at the blogger dashboard that - in RealTime
the excitement of finding followers - in RealTime
this will be brief - in RealTime
what it is all about, at least mostly - in RealTime
random bits - in RealTime
you say it's my brithday? - in RealTime
you can't always get what you want - in RealTime
time passes - in RealTime
of brilliance or babble - in RealTime
dire apathy - in RealTime
through the nights... - we have only just begun... - Yes
skeleton of an entry - in RealTime
threads of emotion - in RealTime
you are such a cool one, you are… - in RealTime
repeat business - in RealTime
the later it gets - in RealTime
give me head - in RealTime
cuz i will not quit - in RealTime
the entry after this entry is the comment - in RealTime - blog*spot
impromptu ode to craig ferguson - in RealTime
commenting again - in RealTime
SISS - in RealTime
probably recycled babble - in RealTime
repeated? - in RealTime
speaking of sleep... - in RealTime - Yes
who's in charge, anyway? - in RealTime - Yes
br - in RealTime - Yes
political suicide - in RealTime - Yes
there are magic hours - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
another letter - in RealTime - Yes
in the future - in RealTime
calling all followers! - in RealTime
hey, i could have linked porn - in RealTime

oh, so here, this is what i think about that - in RealTime
remember candora? - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
cha cha cha - we have only just begun... - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what?
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: evolution
emo, or something like that - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: the second ten ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: since i've been gone
people of the world… i decided that there - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and what about you?
this wasn't today - in RealTime - Yes
forgotten again (titles) - in RealTime
just pay the damn rent already - we have only just begun... - Yes
artificial intelligence - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: 800
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: "a"(m)e=hhr(squared)
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: holiday message ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and later in the evening
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: hard core reality or ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: dang, forgot a title ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: napped and woke ...
continuing to continue - in RealTime - Yes
and the world still... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: keeping in touch in time
could it be? - in RealTime - Yes
don't feel left out - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: parallelauniverse
in no apparent order - we have only just begun... - Yes
freakin bloggin fool - in RealTime - Yes
thereal and so on... - we have only just begun... - Yes
first, the comments... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: softball report, part two
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: lips, hips, dips, and ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: wishes for pj
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: babble on, jim jones
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: so much tiredness ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what title?
it never fails - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
free pass - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: finding emo
the illusion of words - in RealTime - Yes
sleepiness abounds - in RealTime
and what is real? - in RealTime
with or without you - in RealTime
alas, alack, and giggles - in RealTime
once last time, we hope - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: service
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: into the new space ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: but i didn't mean to ...
yeah, hundreds - in RealTime - Yes
skimming the surface - in RealTime - Yes
consistency - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: survival can be fun
heat exhaustion - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
sunny sunday at the parks - in RealTime - Yes
and the ch-ch-ch-changes - in RealTime - Yes
starting over (again) - in RealTime - Yes
in retrograd (1111.1) - in RealTime - Yes

March 2012

still breathing
home is good
for why we blog
(private)
too early, too late
profund
this week i was
saturday night unsatisfied
home alonish
almost to the minute
could be waiting
work work work play
january 2012
february 2012
(private)

(private)
cuz it's here

younger years (the secret to charm)
if we must

afternoon naps
(private)
fun is so often over too soon

someone to love me
pushing buttons
buttons
what is a button for?
button
(private)
long day, very

(private)
suddenly, saturday

random pauses II

evolution, revisited
just like old times
christian bands

(private)
what's up in your world?

(private)
every day is a new day
i know you are out there
(private)
(private)
i think i nodded off
another day happened

(private)

(private)
rolling with the coaster
saturday happened too
friday i think
(private)
couda been you

(private)
life, words, and kit
(private)
technology sucks tonight
(private)
ridiculousness, the good kind


(private)
the happiness habit
habits
happiness is a habit
new blog begins - people who inspire
dia frampton

i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)

February 2012

tired and slipping

dang bugs

internet connection issues
private conversations


been a while, aye?
ans so it goes
aching neck
between pauses
paging z0tl
coming soon
and the cookie said


away from home
hey blog


ok, so whatever, right

many missing complaints
bright-house
routine
facebook fools

wonderful, aye?

via google
sluggish

(private conversation)


the continuing saga of brighthouse suckage
when was this?

January 2012

addicted to aspirins
oh yeah, and happy new year too

(private)
communication breakdown
did i sleep?

even here

(private?... flashback - you want to know me?)
(private conversation)
writing the record(repeat... flashforward)

(private conversation)
(private conversation)
just cuz i am off
issues with tissues
bcs system
sleep soon
(private comments)
dangit, not a cold bug
part to of something, i think
yeah, i know, i am not always wise

(private conversation)

habits
private comment
private comment
private comment
private comment
(private conversastion)
surface

forgetfulness
private comment

ice cream sleepy head

love her, love dogs
milla jovovich - alien song
the trouble with going to sleep early
janis - to love somebody
psychotherapy

all is well in the end
bloated in tally
(private conversastion)


sleepless is a state of mind


life, even as
they call it pigaroni

(private conversastion)
and then the dreams
(private conversastion)
wow, kids believe in fairy tales
just cuz i need sleep
beyond fatigue again
omigeesh
not so much
human ego
dischotomous polarity

busy day off home
if nobody reads
still working home
house cleaning
so sleep on the plane
candortube

home with happiness
catching up a bit
awkward night, part 1
awkward night, part 2
learning experience
for sleep-overs
long travel day
road tripping
day third i think
home again, again

all this talk about a new super secret...

home a moment
(private conversastion)
hope i am
hope i am
so i ask myself
changes
(private comment)
sniffling lots
sometimes i am so amusing
special day
internet connection lapses
(private conversation)
and another night bites the dust
wow, head cold
something about me

too much to do