i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)

the long and broken road

lots of breaks and disconnects in october and november and december
and it may be time to reconcile this once again...
i never was much good at wanting to keep track of time...

the long and broken road that leads me back to your door
is a bit of begged borrowed and stolen words that rhyme...

it's an old song you must recognize
and remember
to understand
(icywtk)

in case you want to know (icywtk)

feeling alone* (who remembers?)

(PS... if you came for the Meg and Dia mix, scroll down to the bottom of this entry...)

at this moment a poignant life change (upheaval level) is being processed and this is the public presentation of recorded moments and creative inspirations that are flowing as of this moment and the past week or so... i mean, of course there is (e)thereal, but thank goodness, there is still more...

awakish
almost home
singing songs
caught up, sorta
camping (alive in the moment)
sites i saw 198
sites i saw 199
sites i saw 200
sites i saw 201
and returning to a song of hope written when i was in the womb...

*alone

here i sit
so all alone
no one to talk to
no one to phone
i'll search to find
for there must be
a soul as lonely
looking for me

sad is heavy
vulnerability
want to be in love
looking for love
July 2011
sites i saw 197
sigh
fairy tale
wonder
blogs and other strangers
would you laugh?
the phone
stumblr at tumblr
days may blur for a while
remembering a bit

don't want to miss a thing
someday
why
love
lol lam laa

and in the end... thank goodness for the creativity (and the words and music and dreams and memories) that releases the emotions and with a little (or even lots of) creative license and imagination, turns the feelings into songs... and after years, it takes me back to the land of the mostly dead (though at least for the moment, not quite inspired to write there... perhaps later... or before, even... vulnerability is a delicate precarious balance, after all)...

but i love the creativity imagination can find in the emo :)

and finally for the moment, as i put this entry together, look what pops up on my phone... not just a person, but a place so well timed as to blow me away if i wanted it to... thank you universe (and dia)

... icywtk... sneeze... (seriously? yeah... just listen and feel :)

yeah, in case you wanted to know...

once

once there was a way...

to get back home... word.

once upon a time
i made a promise to myself
i gave a promise to myself
i said that love will never end
and i will always be a friend
and i will always stay in touch
and i still want to this much

beyond a dream
and just once
to share the understanding
to share everything

once

so i continue writing every day
no matter what the world may say
no matter how or why you're here
or even if no one is there
the words will be
the thoughts will be
eternally

beyond the printed page


here, here, and here...

here, there, and everywhere... word.

mostly toc

yes, this is mostly a table of contents, lists of the titles of the pages i put on the internet... blogs, rhymes, hopes, dreams, light, dark, real, fantasy... you want to know me, it's in there... you want to know more, just ask, but mean it, really, mean it...

you read and enjoy?... you are my precious :)

so much more than words

between the lines, beyond the titles, within the words, the dreams continue and the promise remains kept...

forget?... don't forget

sleepless still

miles to go before i sleep
still have promises to keep
emotions intense and deep
miles to go before i sleep