random pauses (from RealTime)

while this blog is mostly a chronological record of most everything i upload to the web with links, this entry is not that... it seems that once a month or so i have something more to say (that doesn't particularly go in the other blog about this blogging life for one reason or another) and this entry is the record of an impromptu journey through the last daily babbling blog i was keeping (that has slowed to an occasional entry due to lack of babbling time) and there may be some profound meaning to the entries selected from that impromptu journey but until and unless i find time to figure that out it will be mostly a random impromptu journey through the last babbling blog which was called RealTime, hence the title, random pauses (from RealTime)... so now that you know whatever it is this may convey, enjoy :)

random pauses II

part two of something, i think - in RealTime - Yes
once again, amazed - in RealTime
so i look at the blogger dashboard that - in RealTime
the excitement of finding followers - in RealTime
this will be brief - in RealTime
what it is all about, at least mostly - in RealTime
random bits - in RealTime
you say it's my brithday? - in RealTime
you can't always get what you want - in RealTime
time passes - in RealTime
of brilliance or babble - in RealTime
dire apathy - in RealTime
through the nights... - we have only just begun... - Yes
skeleton of an entry - in RealTime
threads of emotion - in RealTime
you are such a cool one, you are… - in RealTime
repeat business - in RealTime
the later it gets - in RealTime
give me head - in RealTime
cuz i will not quit - in RealTime
the entry after this entry is the comment - in RealTime - blog*spot
impromptu ode to craig ferguson - in RealTime
commenting again - in RealTime
SISS - in RealTime
probably recycled babble - in RealTime
repeated? - in RealTime
speaking of sleep... - in RealTime - Yes
who's in charge, anyway? - in RealTime - Yes
br - in RealTime - Yes
political suicide - in RealTime - Yes
there are magic hours - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
another letter - in RealTime - Yes
in the future - in RealTime
calling all followers! - in RealTime
hey, i could have linked porn - in RealTime

oh, so here, this is what i think about that - in RealTime
remember candora? - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
cha cha cha - we have only just begun... - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what?
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: evolution
emo, or something like that - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: the second ten ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: since i've been gone
people of the world… i decided that there - in RealTime
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and what about you?
this wasn't today - in RealTime - Yes
forgotten again (titles) - in RealTime
just pay the damn rent already - we have only just begun... - Yes
artificial intelligence - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: 800
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: "a"(m)e=hhr(squared)
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: once upon a time on ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: holiday message ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: and later in the evening
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: hard core reality or ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: dang, forgot a title ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: napped and woke ...
continuing to continue - in RealTime - Yes
and the world still... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: keeping in touch in time
could it be? - in RealTime - Yes
don't feel left out - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: parallelauniverse
in no apparent order - we have only just begun... - Yes
freakin bloggin fool - in RealTime - Yes
thereal and so on... - we have only just begun... - Yes
first, the comments... - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: softball report, part two
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: lips, hips, dips, and ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: wishes for pj
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: babble on, jim jones
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: so much tiredness ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: what title?
it never fails - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
free pass - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: finding emo
the illusion of words - in RealTime - Yes
sleepiness abounds - in RealTime
and what is real? - in RealTime
with or without you - in RealTime
alas, alack, and giggles - in RealTime
once last time, we hope - in RealTime
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: service
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: into the new space ...
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: but i didn't mean to ...
yeah, hundreds - in RealTime - Yes
skimming the surface - in RealTime - Yes
consistency - in RealTime - Yes
we have only just begun...
in RealTime™: survival can be fun
heat exhaustion - in RealTime - Yes
------ WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE... UMMMM, WORLD...
sunny sunday at the parks - in RealTime - Yes
and the ch-ch-ch-changes - in RealTime - Yes
starting over (again) - in RealTime - Yes
in retrograd (1111.1) - in RealTime - Yes

March 2012

still breathing
home is good
for why we blog
(private)
too early, too late
profund
this week i was
saturday night unsatisfied
home alonish
almost to the minute
could be waiting
work work work play
january 2012
february 2012
(private)

(private)
cuz it's here

younger years (the secret to charm)
if we must

afternoon naps
(private)
fun is so often over too soon

someone to love me
pushing buttons
buttons
what is a button for?
button
(private)
long day, very

(private)
suddenly, saturday

random pauses II

evolution, revisited
just like old times
christian bands

(private)
what's up in your world?

(private)
every day is a new day
i know you are out there
(private)
(private)
i think i nodded off
another day happened

(private)

(private)
rolling with the coaster
saturday happened too
friday i think
(private)
couda been you

(private)
life, words, and kit
(private)
technology sucks tonight
(private)
ridiculousness, the good kind


(private)
the happiness habit
habits
happiness is a habit
new blog begins - people who inspire
dia frampton

i know you are out there

and i appreciate you...

yes, for the rest of you stopping by to this table of contents (toc) of most of the pages i put on the web (still don't link all the comments i leave here and there, but most of the blogs and rhymes and babbles and other writings i upload are listed here), there are people out there who stop by often, even daily, to check on my latest words (and some remember the written gardens)... for them (that's you too ya know), i try to keep this toc going... the recent spaces between titles in the monthly posts below indicate a day or days going by between listing a title and that indicates something might be missing, but i am doing my best to get to the toc file and update as often as possible... knowing it matters to you makes it matter even more to me... thanks...

keep in touch, or just read... someday i hope we sit across from each other again, or maybe the first time, and share a few more moments of this life in spoken words and shared experiences... until then, or even if we never meet, i hope the words i leave floating around here and there are worth your time :)

take care of yourself, i care and you are worth it :)

February 2012

tired and slipping

dang bugs

internet connection issues
private conversations


been a while, aye?
ans so it goes
aching neck
between pauses
paging z0tl
coming soon
and the cookie said


away from home
hey blog


ok, so whatever, right

many missing complaints
bright-house
routine
facebook fools

wonderful, aye?

via google
sluggish

(private conversation)


the continuing saga of brighthouse suckage
when was this?

January 2012

addicted to aspirins
oh yeah, and happy new year too

(private)
communication breakdown
did i sleep?

even here

(private?... flashback - you want to know me?)
(private conversation)
writing the record(repeat... flashforward)

(private conversation)
(private conversation)
just cuz i am off
issues with tissues
bcs system
sleep soon
(private comments)
dangit, not a cold bug
part to of something, i think
yeah, i know, i am not always wise

(private conversation)

habits
private comment
private comment
private comment
private comment
(private conversastion)
surface

forgetfulness
private comment

ice cream sleepy head

love her, love dogs
milla jovovich - alien song
the trouble with going to sleep early
janis - to love somebody
psychotherapy

all is well in the end
bloated in tally
(private conversastion)


sleepless is a state of mind


life, even as
they call it pigaroni

(private conversastion)
and then the dreams
(private conversastion)
wow, kids believe in fairy tales
just cuz i need sleep
beyond fatigue again
omigeesh
not so much
human ego
dischotomous polarity

busy day off home
if nobody reads
still working home
house cleaning
so sleep on the plane
candortube

home with happiness
catching up a bit
awkward night, part 1
awkward night, part 2
learning experience
for sleep-overs
long travel day
road tripping
day third i think
home again, again

all this talk about a new super secret...

home a moment
(private conversastion)
hope i am
hope i am
so i ask myself
changes
(private comment)
sniffling lots
sometimes i am so amusing
special day
internet connection lapses
(private conversation)
and another night bites the dust
wow, head cold
something about me

too much to do

the long and broken road

lots of breaks and disconnects in october and november and december
and it may be time to reconcile this once again...
i never was much good at wanting to keep track of time...

the long and broken road that leads me back to your door
is a bit of begged borrowed and stolen words that rhyme...

it's an old song you must recognize
and remember
to understand
(icywtk)

December 2011

(private)
doritos for dinner

morning catch up
never enough time
timing is a lot
so what's new?



(private)
still love you

today was tomorrow yesterday, ya know?

someday, no really, someday

just for the record
arriving home
primal daily philosophy lesson 1
fun
(private)
lols and alases
sense
everdream
i coulda sworn i had a blog for bowling
reports of constipation have been
(private)
time running out on the weekend

(private)
alases and laughter
botts theory
(private)
blessed are the onces who remember to feel
give and give some more

too much fun, not enough time
enjoying myself















huh?




sleep must

number eleven number eleven number eleven

sites i saw #261

blessed are the ones who remember to feel

archives?

for no apparent reason

lols and alases


for no apparent reason

(private)
(private)
noticing
wow, really?
just in case
no really, what?
magic moments
getting stuff done
(private)
wonky ouchy
ouchy day

headache lingers
poor baby
(private)
lost along the way
cellophane
techincality
long and broken road
october 2011
november 2011
december 2011
the writer says: be
blessed
writing the record
once again, amazed



message from the future past:
cuz
pauses happen
on the
the long and broken road

(in time i shall repair the links above)