candoric

Friday, July 31, 2015

July 2015

Skipping Along
the best of intentions

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Wednesday, July 1, 2015

just so you don't miss a thing, narrative updates can now be easily accessed along the right sidebar in case you are curious about what thoughts may have gone into this particular blog which is mostly a table of contents, sort of, and is definitely skipping a lot... but then, life (online, offline, in the written gardens, and so on) skips a lot...

and by skip, i mean not keeping in constant touch with the writing and the development or growth of the written gardens as i do much of the time, recording every title (once i was quite detailed in my record-keeping) so at various stages of this life the written world seems to jump from a flourishing forest of books with rhymes and prose and babbles running through it to a sparce desert with the occasional oasis of literary growth and in the blink of an eye (or two, even... did you blink lately?), a torrent of words turn that desert into a lush and thriving garden again... or something like that...

the most poignant skip online was the devastation of the original written gardens and for the moment we can actually see much of that through the wayback machine (once there was a way... oh wow, you know?... there we were skipping along and suddenly we stumble back in time) which not just an old cartoon reference, but rather an internet archive (explained here) and suddenly the written gardens are available again... so with all the fanfare and ado it may deserve, here are links back to the original entry points of the original web world created in the 1990s that was deleted by the corporations (att, disney, and various others) where you can find some of the earliest words i wrote in this life and a whole lot more (from imaginary dreams playing with possibilities to personal ads genuinely hoping for true love)... and the excitement continues to build lol...

MAIN GATE
FRONT DOOR
WINDOW
BACK DOOR
THE WRITTEN GARDENS
CROSSROADS
GARDENS OF ONES
NEWSBEE'S UNIVERSE
WEBBOT'S WORLD
OLD GATE

June 2015

falling in love with music again
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not sleeping well
still not enough sleep

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the last gospel you'll ever need to know
truth

once diaryland
owie
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seriously, life or death
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low quality confusion
the question

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the bottom line
no van gogh
don't want to be down

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more tired
i still find bliss
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window
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the written gardens

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it's not all in the mind anymore
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or something like that
and now for something completely different

not a rose
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April, 2015
May, 2015
skipping along
June, 2015
z0tl undeleted
the best of intentions

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Monday, June 1, 2015

May 2015

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the nba needs better writers
another kaspersky saga
not here
sometimes a little random wandering helps

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playlist 2
quiet dreams
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first love
is this ridiculous?
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emotionally caged
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when i knew more
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nba follies

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Friday, May 1, 2015

April 2015

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beyond shakespeare
shakespeare only told part of the story
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evolution kills
rose
film vs book
play with me
think big
monarch
reader
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ghosts of skeletons
human shelves
roach
caffeine
moon
love pillow

March 2015
finally, an update
as i've said

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pro sports
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screw you, brighthouse
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the point
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i think i'll offend you now

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if you have a moment

something about father and a chainsaw

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real life is all in your mind

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old friend, sorta
in our defense

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Saturday, April 4, 2015

finally, an update

it has been years since i dreamed a bass would join me (if you follow the reference really cool and if you don't, ask or nevermind) but here we are, finally updating this running (crawling) reverse (as most blogs are in format relative to time as we know it) table of contents even if nobody missed it or even noticed... what may or may not be really cool is the occasional narrative slipped betweem the lines of titles that i present as it's own toc here for what it's worth... all the tired horses in the sun (and references lost or found), all the many thousands of hours i put into the current web world (listed as links below) and all the many thousands of hours lost with the previous web worlds deleted by corporations controlling the servers that store all the content, what worth or value or meaning or purpose does or will any of it have now or tomorrow or in the long run, or in the end, for that matter... if only posterity would reveal some of it's secrets, we might know the result of what we do with our lives and times and stop wondering (are you listening?... what do you hear?... hello, hello, hello, is anybody out there?)... lol, lam, laa, ahhhh... sigh... smile... so i continue cuz, after all, what do i have to lose (and the smile wonderfully widdens) and so it goes, still (after all these years), good dreams don't come cheap and they die hard when they don't come true so dream on, yeah, dream on and the muses remain amused (and peace, love, and happiness reign supreme inside), so whatever may come in the end, for the moment, it is good...

keeping a promise
sleepless, still
balance
toc (starting over)
so much more than words
mostly toc
once
in case you want to know (icywtk)
the long and broken road
i know you're out there somehere
random pauses from realtime
nothing profound
the spaces between
i'm so vain
really cool