April 2015

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beyond shakespeare
shakespeare only told part of the story
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evolution kills
rose
film vs book
play with me
think big
monarch
reader
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ghosts of skeletons
human shelves
roach
caffeine
moon
love pillow



March 2015
finally, an update
as i've said

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the point
the message

i think i'll offend you now


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if you have a moment

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real life is all in your mind


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old friend, sorta
in our defense


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finally, an update

it has been years since i dreamed a bass would join me (if you follow the reference really cool and if you don't, ask or nevermind) but here we are, finally updating this running (crawling) reverse (as most blogs are in format relative to time as we know it) table of contents even if nobody missed it or even noticed... what may or may not be really cool is the occasional narrative slipped betweem the lines of titles that i present as it's own toc here for what it's worth... all the tired horses in the sun (and references lost or found), all the many thousands of hours i put into the current web world (listed as links below) and all the many thousands of hours lost with the previous web worlds deleted by corporations controlling the servers that store all the content, what worth or value or meaning or purpose does or will any of it have now or tomorrow or in the long run, or in the end, for that matter... if only posterity would reveal some of it's secrets, we might know the result of what we do with our lives and times and stop wondering (are you listening?... what do you hear?... hello, hello, hello, is anybody out there?)... lol, lam, laa, ahhhh... sigh... smile... so i continue cuz, after all, what do i have to lose (and the smile wonderfully widdens) and so it goes, still (after all these years), good dreams don't come cheap and they die hard when they don't come true so dream on, yeah, dream on and the muses remain amused (and peace, love, and happiness reign supreme inside), so whatever may come in the end, for the moment, it is good...

keeping a promise
sleepless, still
balance
toc (starting over)
so much more than words
mostly toc
once
in case you want to know (icywtk)
the long and broken road
i know you're out there somehere
random pauses from realtime
nothing profound
the spaces between
i'm so vain
really cool

(if you hear no music, you may listen here)
yeah, aka welcome to the haunting lol lam laa

narf :)

March 2015

proving the point

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February 2014
March 2014
April 2014
May 2014
June 2014
July 2014
August 2014
September 2014
October 2014
November 2014
December 2014
January 2015
February 2015
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pretentious obscurantism
really know me friends
moving targets
pretentious obscurantism
wanna catch up?
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babbling through computer concerns
bab comp part two
continued babbling through computer concerns
some sort of almost forced part four
and so it goes
the sixth part
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multiple babbling
song for the world
proposal
what i had the time
who can
who can
words online
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beyond shakespeare
shakespeare only told part of the story
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evolution kills
rose
film vs book
play with me
think big
monarch
reader
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ghosts of skeletons
human shelves
roach
caffeine
moon
love pillow


March 2015

February 2015

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blah

brighthouse does it again

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roommates
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tv and me
so where have i been
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prelude to a dream
(private)
the way i choose to love
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suddenly sugar
super duper dodo bird

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unfinished song, unanswered question
unanswered questions, unfinished songs
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dia

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January 2015

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college football 2015
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blog post
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for the old folk at home
clicking maybe
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i just do (how am i to know, part two)
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blood culture
just a choice
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for what it's worth
faith
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i am still here
semi-lonely
memories of dreaming
hate yourself
prognosis death

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sick of tv sports
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lost in noise
it all seemed so profound for a moment
hidden in obscurity
(private)
flash
life experience
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not less noise
forgetting



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December 2014

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ncaa follies
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waiting for brighthouse again
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something happening here
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when you get here
when you get here
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a question of survival

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perfection
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almost two weeks
do i really want to die?
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dietary choices, irreverently
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the cable guy and you
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my madhouse
to understand me
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(private)
elsewhere
how am i to know?
how am i to know?
semi-dichotomous
old and new
happy sadness
the new life
frustration
new car smile
alone
u4rea
betrayed
so tired
dysthemia
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connecting singles
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connecting singles profile
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remember exercise?
meeting the challenge
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summing it up so far
bodies change
kidneys
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intelligent life
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she cares
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this blogging life
i like others better
mirror mirror
the record skipped
friends
with you
never thought it would take so long
the waiting time
friend
together we will make true love
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and the changes, whew
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November 2014

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the science of faith
the science of faith

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personal comments
what, my blog?
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when visiting china
shopping in china
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stupid tv announcers
classical distraction
smatta, aye?
the cat takes the couch
htc and best buy

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the despair goes here
if you find connections
when caring was real
before caring got bored
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human sadness
suicidal laughter
what does it matter
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the way i care
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air
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