really cool

what would be really cool would be a table of contents that automatically links everything i write and/or upload automatically with a pop up or even in the background and the ultimate publishing format would be a book turning pages with everything i write simply recorded and uploaded page after page... if you happen to know of such software, templates, simplicity, and genius, please let me know... until then, this is the table of contents, as if you wondered...

August 2012

sites i saw #
lotsa sleep
no work today
spent tonight
comment on guy adams

groggy, not good
vague memory
shopping again
actually not sleep
napped
snacked
waking on my own
time flies when napping

tumblr
love this idea

wtf now
i did something
dinner out again
say anything

really ought to sleep
not enough sleep
need a nap
awake again, sort of
and here we are again
head above water
head above water part two
softball hurts
not very talkative
and so
(private - reread)
festival net candor com
festival net profile

comments

not

recorded

off track
browsing the internet
slept through the night, mostly
whatever happened, happened
got this anonymous phone call
realigion
conspiracy theories(private)
playlist
some sort of yay
indie gogo

thought it was later
no tv, but should eat
what matters
ok, so? (private)
late into night
i'm so vain

connections and such
not enough time
babbling a bit
coasting on laurels
playlist summer 2012
by laurels, i mean humus
night times
sleep is reasonable good
awake and hungry

olympics 2012
oh yummy yeah
back to yummy
4am yummies
back so soon?
dude
whatchu say?

more blur
atill awake
yes still percolating
olympickles
and then he woke me
delicious atricious
moldy melon
dreams, fantasies, and brain food
the dual edge of fatigue
canarsie
the pier
book tree

dog food theory
do doo doo doo
olympics 2012
ignorance amazes me

sites i saw #422
sites i saw #423
sites i saw #424
sites i saw #425
sites i saw #426
sites i saw #427
sites i saw #428
sites i saw #429
sites i saw #430
sites i saw #431
sites i saw #432
sites i saw #433
sites i saw #434
slow ride (private)
yum
cooking late
fell asleep in the chair again
impromptu drive
late night snacks

staring dog

whatever
the spaces between
sorting
format question
extended rest
alrighty then
yeah, well, whatever
slight delay
it's because
people are cruel
sometimes a mystery
do i know too much
brighthouse again
brighthouse sucks chapter whatever
wandered away
time blurs by again
spacey day

a bit of history

jalf asleep
some days are more challenging than others
push awake
waking mostly
who makes time
just kit and stuff (private)
what is missing
nobody
dog stares

august 2012
nodded into bed
femour
so i wandered about

life is good when we get along
life is funner with friends

skipped weekend (private)
away, sort of
brighthouse sucks, again
so happy birthday
so much waiting
four hours sleep
education in the usa
nocturnal

sites i saw #435
sites i saw #436
sites i saw #437
sites i saw #438
sites i saw #439
sites i saw #440
sites i saw #441
sites i saw #442

sites i saw #443

debate.org

and another morning
chicken fat
prophesy
sites i saw #444
sites i saw #3??

to monetize or not to monetize
just hi (private)
harry chapin radio
good night again

party week (private)
what time
so maybe just a little fill-in
if i was connected
heading out
oh, the cleverness
here's another (private)

ok then, one more time
sigh and all (private)
good weekend
new morning attitude
and unexpected again
late morning
yeah, so
news and weather
too much to catch up on (private)
puppy day
woke yucky
feeling bad
not much better
napped deep
brighthouse service, not
not brighthouse
several unrecorded comments
the farting dog returns
whadya whadya whadya
cable and internet search
this morning
went to bed
morning is here
fuzzy day
sleepy day
ok, i'm tired of being tired
so i slept
what i was doing
brain fried
more competition
sites i saw #445
sites i saw #446
sites i saw #447
sites i saw #448
sites i saw #449
sites i saw #450
sites i saw #451

i'm so vain

i probably think this blog is about me, oh oh... lol, you know... ah, yes, as i said a while back, beyond the table of contents record, the monthly list of much of stuff i write and post (and don't post) on the web that this blog is, this blog is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me...

it still makes for a reasonably decide table of contents too though, aye? :)

July 2012

june 2012
cha cha cha challenge
no really, sleep
increase sleep
clearing space
what's all this about sleep?
where it all began
now see here
nasa tv
taking time for home
ghosts calling
not the best cable service
ok, no sleep
cable services
stay on your toes(private)
bells are ringing
hair is gone
and yummy lunch
good day, how are you?
what can i say, again
still no sleep
manickakakaka
pushing limits further
rapid fire
giving in
or thereabouts
another night wakes me
finally some sleep
next stop, albuquerque
something's coming
something's coming

yeah, so what
broken up
because i obviously have head junk
ridiculous again
and then there was none
alarms and animals
just a little desperation never hurt
it's raining stones
important notice(private)
oh no, not bones
wake again


pushing the physical
ok, actually, sotra
did i mention plug
almost reality
woulda shoulda
filled this in too
ok, i confess
lovely lazy day
gonna rest today
scratching it out
losing interest
lonely, i am
sunday loneliness
who cares, what?
xbox confessions
doing list
where been
work, eat, vege
life or sleep, life
another month
cycles cycle
bed head
wish i was dreaming
sometimes i just want to get away
busy business as usual
when i am a hundred
meanwhile in life offline
filling in the gaps
foot pain
missed a day
throb thrub foot foo

and foot
is it shiny
sleep, yeah
writing more again
wah wah wah
glub glub
hanging on day by day
some sort of philosophy and today
spent the night reading
i forget when i fell asleep
must have slept
laundry visits
in my midnight confessions
laundry continues
don't be sad or sorry
waking to stare
protect the children from the children
took a push

that's it then
good nap, but
walking better
why i am alone
cleaning house
half a nap
sleepy tired
sleep 4
feeling fatigue
it can be so easy
so much to talk about
later in the day
willin'
what, not again
going to bed
i was in bed, really
buried in search
wow, that was good
ready for sleep again
day shift
did ya miss me?
wtf
farty dog and cooking
instead of sleep
with a blurred smile
comments now working(private)
this rediculousness
recording this moment
signing is sometimes just crying outloud
perhaps
somehow sleep was put off
woah
so what i was saying

it took a bit of time
and then we had food
tv, nap, tv, sleep
something changed
so while i have time(private)
breakfast and work at home
progressing
and when no message came
don't let the dishes sit unrinsed
sites i saw #390
sites i saw #391
sites i saw #392
sites i saw #393
sites i saw #394
sites i saw #395
whole lotta nuttin(private)
enough sleep
and so i didn't
sites i saw #396
sites i saw #397
sites i saw #398
sites i saw #399
sites i saw #400
sites i saw #401
sites i saw #402
sites i saw #403
sites i saw #404
almost sleep time
was sleeping good
oops he did it again
research and tv
curled up on the couch
five minutes for you(private)
time for sleep
slept about ten hours
is it really e-the-real?(private)

really?
out of the blue
a bit of deeper ooze
time may tell
head neck ear foot
two new blogs
shower shave rest
after rest
neck ear head foot
latest hello
what to do aye?
daily, this week at least(private)
made it through the week
poor jackson
change of plans
and i am still here
nite
sunshiney day
home for the night
other stuff
tweet logic
sites i saw #405
sites i saw #406
sites i saw #407
sites i saw #408
sites i saw #409
comments again(private)
morning rises

buy this, a lot
let there be light
life this
we can if we want to
food, fun, and rain
ready for sleep and then
another monday morning
double mc not (aamco)
shared weekend
facebook is sad

good evening
comments not working here either(private)

a bit wonky
monday night sci-fi
well this is whatever it was
checking off the list
good day, good night
up, down, and up again
apple vs microsoft: planned obsolescence
ok, so i hear you(private)
and so then
not much more
rush limbaugh wants to watch amateur porn
day gone
some days are stragely not there
daily elsewhere(private)
good morning, aye?
random conversation
all for love
comment
blogging as a job
imperfect pleasures
doing my job
paying attention helps
did i mention paying attention helps?
what's in the stats?

another friday morning
semi-awake, not semi-truck
distractions
yeah, so anyway
if i had a million dollars
communication(private)
olympics, old boy
half and half
loneliness

what happened to sleeing in
what to do now?
gonna pizza tonight
whatsa whatsa
who are we?
libbo likes to watch
what's going on?
so much more
the party of living: so much more
the afterblog: the party of living: so much more
almost jogging
better every day
July 2012
the long and winding road
keep on rolling
1-corinthians 13:11
matters of interpretation
olympics and stuff
working my way back to me, yeah
old neighborhood
once i had a library
another addiction
not special effects
2nd star to the right
art of self love
tree dancer
quiet evening at home
imagery
surprise day
current plans
sites i saw #410
sites i saw #411
sites i saw #412
sites i saw #413
sites i saw #414
sites i saw #415
sites i saw #416
sites i saw #417
sites i saw #418
sites i saw #419
coasting today
evening fun
love my roommate
no more caffeine
morning at noon
sites i saw #420
was visiting
laxy afternoon
yummy dinner, smiley night

and some comments tracked by disqus (that i discovered today)

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in My Dear Lost Friend · 3 years ago
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in YouTube Wants You to Comment Using Your Real Name · 8 days ago
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in Guy Adams: I thought the internet age had ended this kind of censorship · 2 days ago
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in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
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in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
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in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
comment
in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
comment
in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
comment
in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
comment
in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land
comment
in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land

the spaces between

as we scroll down the screen there are spaces between the links that are there when i feel something is missing, when i feel i've done more writing outside of my blogs that is not copied and pasted in my blogs or recorded for posterity or memory anywhere... stuff i might write offline, on paper... or stuff i might write on websites as comments or articles that i simply do not copy for my files or blogs (usually because i am wandering and focused on the thoughts inspired wherever i am and sometimes copying and pasting interrupts those thought streams and so... some stuff is left out)... so when i feel stuff is left out of this record of writing, this table of contents, i skip a line and that blank line lets us know there was more than meets the eye here in this list of links to the writings i've left on the web... and i mention it not not only as an explanatory note, but also, for better or worse, because this reminds me of one of the deepest truths forming the core of my personal philosophy and perspective in this life...

if you do not understand my silence
you will not understand my words

June 2012

missed again
what do i know
oh, yum
dollars make little sense
can i scream now?
(private)
(private)
ok, so you missed it
sites i saw #357
sites i saw #358
sites i saw #359
may 2012
still, the foot
and then the night comes
so not a morning person
fuck a duck
canadian dents
overtime again
another lazy daze
burn out day
so tired again
what's today?
long days journey for the foot
(private)
of course, wired
pushing the week
getting better
seriously now
shit yeah
just me
sites i saw #360
sites i saw #361
sites i saw #362
theatre and the mind
ok, wonderful
sleep is sweet
sites i saw #363
sites i saw #364
sites i saw #365
(private)
(private)
sports galore
what was that about softball?
perhaps we should consider prisons
kinda like good timing, aye?
what's on broadway?
who are you?
exposure
sites i saw #366
meaning is overrated
breakfast ponders
she was a dream
philosophy is just what you make of it
too much to ask
how do you deal with honesty
nfc
so many changes
same old silence
as night consumes the light
love getting home early
writing more
obviously lonely
cupid shrugs
sites i saw #367
distracted
not just for shock value
expectations
recently

blink and i am back, sheesh
beastiality is wrong, unless
if you send me nude photos
walking better
who's got mail
comment on article
back to routine
sleepy wired
dey was robbed
unfair sports wake me up
(private)
(private)
(private)
once upon a time
dontcha just love it when work
passing the sleep zone
on to you know who
and the excitement continues to giggle
it's all about tv today, mostly
whatever they are called
oh so yum
(private)
new tv
he walks the night
note at dland
orlando friends
checking old emails
seriously lazy day
sunday night cycles

comment on sports
ash that game right out of my hair
too independent


wow, curve ball
(private)


sites i saw #368
sites i saw #369
(private)
sites i saw #370
sites i saw #371
(private)
kindness, sympathy, and acceptance
working is overrated

(private)
ups and downs stage
human choices
ride after sudden unexpected change
one look
stranger in the night
somewhere in the middle of last night
star792005
(private)

comment on tumblr

instagram
so glad the nba is over
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
ages ago
head meet keyboard
whole day

thinking choices
sites i saw #372
sites i saw #373
go figure


(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
el farto
discombobulation
more alone than ever
(private)
feelings are such real things
neglecting updates
head up, please
don't tell anybody but
food network can make me fat
(private)
sites i saw #374
sites i saw #375
but what's the point
maybe starting over
another new start
considering a new start
(private)
(private)
etiehreal
balancing the precarious
it's gonna be alright
texted tonight
hey, i thought i was off for the night
not a sleep day
bumpy ride
facebook friends
nocturnal
big screen or just nocturnal
up down turn around
ticking off business
doing stuff
(private)
adobe prifle
adobe post
(private)
facebook post
twitter #
twitter #
twitter #
and then there was junk food
or maybe not
oreos and milk
facebook post
not a very scientific poll
psycho path
(private)
(private)
what it's about
one small leap
stuff done today
woke as usual
nothing profound
(private)
timing bad, m'ok?
up all nights
was still here
sleeping is good too
ice cream, almost social
(private)
places i remember
sites i saw #376
sites i saw #377
sites i saw #378
sites i saw #379
sites i saw #380
sites i saw #381
sites i saw #382

sites i saw #383
sites i saw #384
sites i saw #385
sites i saw #386
sites i saw #387
meu (or eomu)
life just continues
almost went to bed
now it gets fascinating
maybe sleep a little
we're back
and time slides by so quickly
no surprised time passed

nothing profound

unless you think so... and it's not all about a cry for attention, but there is no denying that is part of what this blog, this list of links to almost everything i write online anywhere, is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me and everything i put online is a start... there are other blogs specifically geared to introducing me in other ways, but this one specifically provides a table of contents to every thing i can link (some private writings too, and some facebook posts and tweets and comments, even, when i feel like they should be remembered for humor or added value or somehow share something about me)... and then there is the actual table of contents of blogs and sites now called opinions and complaints (a name that better reflects the phase of like i am passing through) which takes you to the sites as opposed to the individual pages this blog records... and nthen, when i were a ltter or comment or something outside of my sites that i feel adds to knowing me (so all about me, isn't it?... well, you want to add your two sense, there are comment boxes everywhere and that is why i post out here, to hear from you) i excerpt or expand on it (which brings us to the impetus for this entry) cuz that is what it's about...