July 2012

june 2012
cha cha cha challenge
no really, sleep
increase sleep
clearing space
what's all this about sleep?
where it all began
now see here
nasa tv
taking time for home
ghosts calling
not the best cable service
ok, no sleep
cable services
stay on your toes(private)
bells are ringing
hair is gone
and yummy lunch
good day, how are you?
what can i say, again
still no sleep
manickakakaka
pushing limits further
rapid fire
giving in
or thereabouts
another night wakes me
finally some sleep
next stop, albuquerque
something's coming
something's coming

yeah, so what
broken up
because i obviously have head junk
ridiculous again
and then there was none
alarms and animals
just a little desperation never hurt
it's raining stones
important notice(private)
oh no, not bones
wake again


pushing the physical
ok, actually, sotra
did i mention plug
almost reality
woulda shoulda
filled this in too
ok, i confess
lovely lazy day
gonna rest today
scratching it out
losing interest
lonely, i am
sunday loneliness
who cares, what?
xbox confessions
doing list
where been
work, eat, vege
life or sleep, life
another month
cycles cycle
bed head
wish i was dreaming
sometimes i just want to get away
busy business as usual
when i am a hundred
meanwhile in life offline
filling in the gaps
foot pain
missed a day
throb thrub foot foo

and foot
is it shiny
sleep, yeah
writing more again
wah wah wah
glub glub
hanging on day by day
some sort of philosophy and today
spent the night reading
i forget when i fell asleep
must have slept
laundry visits
in my midnight confessions
laundry continues
don't be sad or sorry
waking to stare
protect the children from the children
took a push

that's it then
good nap, but
walking better
why i am alone
cleaning house
half a nap
sleepy tired
sleep 4
feeling fatigue
it can be so easy
so much to talk about
later in the day
willin'
what, not again
going to bed
i was in bed, really
buried in search
wow, that was good
ready for sleep again
day shift
did ya miss me?
wtf
farty dog and cooking
instead of sleep
with a blurred smile
comments now working(private)
this rediculousness
recording this moment
signing is sometimes just crying outloud
perhaps
somehow sleep was put off
woah
so what i was saying

it took a bit of time
and then we had food
tv, nap, tv, sleep
something changed
so while i have time(private)
breakfast and work at home
progressing
and when no message came
don't let the dishes sit unrinsed
sites i saw #390
sites i saw #391
sites i saw #392
sites i saw #393
sites i saw #394
sites i saw #395
whole lotta nuttin(private)
enough sleep
and so i didn't
sites i saw #396
sites i saw #397
sites i saw #398
sites i saw #399
sites i saw #400
sites i saw #401
sites i saw #402
sites i saw #403
sites i saw #404
almost sleep time
was sleeping good
oops he did it again
research and tv
curled up on the couch
five minutes for you(private)
time for sleep
slept about ten hours
is it really e-the-real?(private)

really?
out of the blue
a bit of deeper ooze
time may tell
head neck ear foot
two new blogs
shower shave rest
after rest
neck ear head foot
latest hello
what to do aye?
daily, this week at least(private)
made it through the week
poor jackson
change of plans
and i am still here
nite
sunshiney day
home for the night
other stuff
tweet logic
sites i saw #405
sites i saw #406
sites i saw #407
sites i saw #408
sites i saw #409
comments again(private)
morning rises

buy this, a lot
let there be light
life this
we can if we want to
food, fun, and rain
ready for sleep and then
another monday morning
double mc not (aamco)
shared weekend
facebook is sad

good evening
comments not working here either(private)

a bit wonky
monday night sci-fi
well this is whatever it was
checking off the list
good day, good night
up, down, and up again
apple vs microsoft: planned obsolescence
ok, so i hear you(private)
and so then
not much more
rush limbaugh wants to watch amateur porn
day gone
some days are stragely not there
daily elsewhere(private)
good morning, aye?
random conversation
all for love
comment
blogging as a job
imperfect pleasures
doing my job
paying attention helps
did i mention paying attention helps?
what's in the stats?

another friday morning
semi-awake, not semi-truck
distractions
yeah, so anyway
if i had a million dollars
communication(private)
olympics, old boy
half and half
loneliness

what happened to sleeing in
what to do now?
gonna pizza tonight
whatsa whatsa
who are we?
libbo likes to watch
what's going on?
so much more
the party of living: so much more
the afterblog: the party of living: so much more
almost jogging
better every day
July 2012
the long and winding road
keep on rolling
1-corinthians 13:11
matters of interpretation
olympics and stuff
working my way back to me, yeah
old neighborhood
once i had a library
another addiction
not special effects
2nd star to the right
art of self love
tree dancer
quiet evening at home
imagery
surprise day
current plans
sites i saw #410
sites i saw #411
sites i saw #412
sites i saw #413
sites i saw #414
sites i saw #415
sites i saw #416
sites i saw #417
sites i saw #418
sites i saw #419
coasting today
evening fun
love my roommate
no more caffeine
morning at noon
sites i saw #420
was visiting
laxy afternoon
yummy dinner, smiley night

and some comments tracked by disqus (that i discovered today)

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in Guy Adams: *Happy* news - I'm no longer verboten in Twitter-land

the spaces between

as we scroll down the screen there are spaces between the links that are there when i feel something is missing, when i feel i've done more writing outside of my blogs that is not copied and pasted in my blogs or recorded for posterity or memory anywhere... stuff i might write offline, on paper... or stuff i might write on websites as comments or articles that i simply do not copy for my files or blogs (usually because i am wandering and focused on the thoughts inspired wherever i am and sometimes copying and pasting interrupts those thought streams and so... some stuff is left out)... so when i feel stuff is left out of this record of writing, this table of contents, i skip a line and that blank line lets us know there was more than meets the eye here in this list of links to the writings i've left on the web... and i mention it not not only as an explanatory note, but also, for better or worse, because this reminds me of one of the deepest truths forming the core of my personal philosophy and perspective in this life...

if you do not understand my silence
you will not understand my words

June 2012

missed again
what do i know
oh, yum
dollars make little sense
can i scream now?
(private)
(private)
ok, so you missed it
sites i saw #357
sites i saw #358
sites i saw #359
may 2012
still, the foot
and then the night comes
so not a morning person
fuck a duck
canadian dents
overtime again
another lazy daze
burn out day
so tired again
what's today?
long days journey for the foot
(private)
of course, wired
pushing the week
getting better
seriously now
shit yeah
just me
sites i saw #360
sites i saw #361
sites i saw #362
theatre and the mind
ok, wonderful
sleep is sweet
sites i saw #363
sites i saw #364
sites i saw #365
(private)
(private)
sports galore
what was that about softball?
perhaps we should consider prisons
kinda like good timing, aye?
what's on broadway?
who are you?
exposure
sites i saw #366
meaning is overrated
breakfast ponders
she was a dream
philosophy is just what you make of it
too much to ask
how do you deal with honesty
nfc
so many changes
same old silence
as night consumes the light
love getting home early
writing more
obviously lonely
cupid shrugs
sites i saw #367
distracted
not just for shock value
expectations
recently

blink and i am back, sheesh
beastiality is wrong, unless
if you send me nude photos
walking better
who's got mail
comment on article
back to routine
sleepy wired
dey was robbed
unfair sports wake me up
(private)
(private)
(private)
once upon a time
dontcha just love it when work
passing the sleep zone
on to you know who
and the excitement continues to giggle
it's all about tv today, mostly
whatever they are called
oh so yum
(private)
new tv
he walks the night
note at dland
orlando friends
checking old emails
seriously lazy day
sunday night cycles

comment on sports
ash that game right out of my hair
too independent


wow, curve ball
(private)


sites i saw #368
sites i saw #369
(private)
sites i saw #370
sites i saw #371
(private)
kindness, sympathy, and acceptance
working is overrated

(private)
ups and downs stage
human choices
ride after sudden unexpected change
one look
stranger in the night
somewhere in the middle of last night
star792005
(private)

comment on tumblr

instagram
so glad the nba is over
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
ages ago
head meet keyboard
whole day

thinking choices
sites i saw #372
sites i saw #373
go figure


(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
el farto
discombobulation
more alone than ever
(private)
feelings are such real things
neglecting updates
head up, please
don't tell anybody but
food network can make me fat
(private)
sites i saw #374
sites i saw #375
but what's the point
maybe starting over
another new start
considering a new start
(private)
(private)
etiehreal
balancing the precarious
it's gonna be alright
texted tonight
hey, i thought i was off for the night
not a sleep day
bumpy ride
facebook friends
nocturnal
big screen or just nocturnal
up down turn around
ticking off business
doing stuff
(private)
adobe prifle
adobe post
(private)
facebook post
twitter #
twitter #
twitter #
and then there was junk food
or maybe not
oreos and milk
facebook post
not a very scientific poll
psycho path
(private)
(private)
what it's about
one small leap
stuff done today
woke as usual
nothing profound
(private)
timing bad, m'ok?
up all nights
was still here
sleeping is good too
ice cream, almost social
(private)
places i remember
sites i saw #376
sites i saw #377
sites i saw #378
sites i saw #379
sites i saw #380
sites i saw #381
sites i saw #382

sites i saw #383
sites i saw #384
sites i saw #385
sites i saw #386
sites i saw #387
meu (or eomu)
life just continues
almost went to bed
now it gets fascinating
maybe sleep a little
we're back
and time slides by so quickly
no surprised time passed

nothing profound

unless you think so... and it's not all about a cry for attention, but there is no denying that is part of what this blog, this list of links to almost everything i write online anywhere, is built on the hope that somebody somewhere will some day want to know everything about me and everything i put online is a start... there are other blogs specifically geared to introducing me in other ways, but this one specifically provides a table of contents to every thing i can link (some private writings too, and some facebook posts and tweets and comments, even, when i feel like they should be remembered for humor or added value or somehow share something about me)... and then there is the actual table of contents of blogs and sites now called opinions and complaints (a name that better reflects the phase of like i am passing through) which takes you to the sites as opposed to the individual pages this blog records... and nthen, when i were a ltter or comment or something outside of my sites that i feel adds to knowing me (so all about me, isn't it?... well, you want to add your two sense, there are comment boxes everywhere and that is why i post out here, to hear from you) i excerpt or expand on it (which brings us to the impetus for this entry) cuz that is what it's about...

May 2012

foot on the brain
foot foot foot

freakin foot
momentary clarity
(private)
could have been profound
time passages
twitter #

when the first stop is here
it doesn't get easier
(private)
footless
seems like red
(private)
cuz i want more
any day now

(private)

monotony
sunny saturday (private)
bum foot, less botts
not so much fancy free
(private)
(private)
what was the question again?
never a straight line
sites i saw
sites i saw
sites i saw
facebook message
self-absorbed

foot
maybe a little better
sites i saw
sites i saw

(private)
good days, bad days
life continues, ya know?
don't be sad
not much different
just in case (private)
your tax dollars
goverment money
freeeek dang dodo foot
it hurts
no aspirins tonight
morning moments, sorta
(private)
mixed results
there's always ncis
calm down everybody
skipping, days that is
(private)
what could have been
wherever
(private)

earlier today (satoonday)
stay positive
the challenge
sites i saw 344
sites i saw 345
weekend tv
too much walking
(private)
ouch again
a little nap
such a mope
physical focus
body thoughts
wtf blogger
(private)
not so good
(private)
treasure the shower
water not boarding
(private)
online shopping
not just hate
middle of the night
sites i saw #346
sites i saw #347
it's your thing

one flew over the cuckoo clock
imaginena
sometimes i wonder
even when it's odd
obstacles, obstacans
sometimes secrets slip through
time for me, almost
new gifts
(private)
not the writing life
x-what?
again, too much walking
sites i saw #348
this afternoon
sites i saw #349
long day alone
(private)
(private)
(private)
setting priorities
a day online
facebo0ok, just another multi-national corp
so much distraction
facebook
did i miss this one?
sites i saw #350
sites i saw #351
(private)
much better without walking
sites i saw 352
time flip flops
work, foot, rest
once upon a life
home for the 80s
yeah, whatever, i know
sites i saw 353
so meanwhile
improvement
keep yourself
(private)
hate too, though
what a waste
blog post
they will they will fuck you
sympathy
meaningless drivel
empathy
justice for none
night after night
thinking blogging
this week
i be here
yesterday's gone
stop it life
(private)
here, where?
alone
every night
nothing changes, every day
hoping for better
(private)
twinges of my left foot
promises can be like that
awake again, yet again (promises can be like that)
sites i saw #354
staring into space
the art of filling in gaps
sweet sleep in the morning
relaxing mostly
the one and the foot
will no one stay
was good for a while
wide awake at, well, you know
healing a plantar fascia rupture
human body
potty training
bladders and bodies and life, oh my
and more work
caffeine distorts circadian rhythm
(private)
a world without nationalism
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
holiday interruptions
titles
sites i saw #355
(private)
(private)
(private)
(private)
naps and sleepless nights
so sad

(private)
(private)
refs 2, boston 0
another late night
pushing the foot
sites i saw #356
someone said

i was here

April 2012

for no apparent reason - what the cookie said
for the 1 - what would i say
words from others - brilliance
bullsugar - because you dream




(private)
for you too
(private)
pretending
(private)
anybody nobody
(private)
daily updating
seven minutes
blogging time
time seven minutes

(private)

wunerful life
ps... i wrote this about that
and yummies continue
and another new blog
psych

(private)

new blog - bottsa
cuz there was one
i just had to

(private)
was sleeping so sweetly
it's all about kit
wisty wind blows tonight
b or b
it seems important
meaning in memories
quiet year
relativeness
42

it is too easy to vege

(private)
every post you make
later

sites i saw #262
sites i saw #332
future past (sites i saw #264)
sites i saw #265
twitter #332 (or #335)
wish i knew craig
sites i saw #266
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open your heart - acylon massive
catching up with the web
(private)
secondary gain
(private)
too tired to be too sad
sites i saw #333
so many missed moments here
tbw
(private)
(private)
good place
funny ha ha
(private)
how to stay in touch and subtly hint
often easy, sometimes wet
what, again?

did i just break my ankle?


april 2012
sites i saw #334
sites i saw #335
sites i saw #336
(private)
(private)
(private)
holy away time, batman
too much information

changes, why?
ankle results
(private)


damn the pain, full speed ahead
dang pain in the foot
yeah, but i don't just vege, ya know?
watching more again
limp limp whimper

work returns
sometimes it's personal
sites i saw #337
sites i saw #338



am i so strange?
(private)
home from work again
oh ow
pain sucks
more pain
puzzling pain
pain
pain in the foot
perspective
bad sci-fi
not at all, sometimes
sweating
double vision
self-care is selfish

(private)
(private)
foot on my mind